Beauty and the Knight ± Chapter 18

Every arab girl wishes to have that fairytale proposal not just any typical arab proposal mother of the groom shows up and chooses the girl for him.. oh well you know the rest. I got my fairytale proposal in disneyland, i just feel the luckiest girl on earth right now. He held my hand and said " Forever is all i want " I looked at him with tears in my eyes shaking not knowing what to say.. The first thing that came to my mind was " Does my parents know about this proposal " i thought to myself never in a million years would they know about a thing like this. But my mom left me here in France with him, so i looked at Khalid in the eye and said " Do my parents know about us ? " he looked at me with a smile and said..

They do know i want you.
They do know i want to marry you 
They will be talking to you soon about us getting married 
And yes they do know 
I just want to know the answer

I looked at him confused, happy, filled with tears, i just don't know how to feel right know i looked at him smiled and said " Yes "

With everyone cheering, and congratulating us felt like i was in one of those typical "Love" movies. It all passed by so quick and just like a dream. Is this finally it Khalid and I are officially engaged? Well not officially but WE ARE ENGAGED! I was filled with joy and happiness after we left the park and went to the hotel we started planning our honeymoon, family, naming our children we were just so happy.

Me: How did you even plan all of that!!
Khalid: I have my people
Me: *laughs* So my parents..
Khalid: Well my mom spoke to your mom about us
Me: What do you mean by ?
Khalid: Like galatlha neba n56b Sheikha  for Khalid
Me: Ohh what did my parents say ?
Khalid: 6ab3an yes but they were like min nrja3  min alsifar bankalm Shaikha
Me: And what about today was it planned before you came here
Khalid: No but i know how you always loved those "western" proposals so i just had to make a dream of yours come true
Me: You just make me fall in love with you more everyday
Khalid: *laughs*

-
We woke up the next day packed our stuff and headed to the train station to leave for london
I was still shocked from yesterday's proposal, khalid and i agreed on not telling anyone about it not even our close friends.
As we reached london i felt so down for not spending the next part of the trip with Khalid. So we got in the taxi and head to the apartment, we got there and typical mom wasn't there nor was my sister well i just came to an empty apartment. Khalid haven't left my side he stayed with me in the apartment, i started unpacking my things and khalid sat in the living room watching TV.

*door closes*
(Manly voice) : Al7amdila 3al salamih! Tawha ma nawrat landan!
Khalid: Hala hala 3amee

Sh*t! i thought to myself thats my dad !

i ran out being all innocent,

Me: Baaabaatteeee
Dad: Shaikho ! weinch ilbar7h galoli sheikha mrgadh
Me: ha? mta
Dad: ilbar7h around 11 at night
Me: ohhh yaaaa! i was so tired baba so i slept

Thank god mom covered up for me; even Khalid had this confused face, so i didn't want to make things more weird around here i just went to my but you know i have to ears drop on their conversation

Dad: Khalid shu'tsawy hneee
Khaled: Wallah 3amee r7t al fndiq basawee check in galilee '3erfaty mob zahbeh fa got baay a salem 3a Khalo chft..
Dad: Shu tasken f'fndq yemeeee3 el '3raf 3dna
Khaled: 3ami mashkoor bas
Dad: mashay inteh eb 7isbat wldy
Khaled: la wallah 3ami matga9r bas ma baya5thoon ra7at'hom el banat
Dad: la7'6a SHAIKHA!
Me: Na3am babaaa
Dad: ta3alee

i went pretending to be clueless on what is going on; dad had this look on his face with an eyebrow raised

Dad: Shaikha yilsee 7abeebty aba akalmch fi maw'6oo3
Khaled: Ana batra5a9 3amee
Dad: Lala tim yals esma3 el rad mnha
Me: *confused* shoo mstwy baba
Dad: Shaikha 7abeebtee Khaled mtqadmlch; ma7ad bay'39bch ma7ad baygoolch shoo tsaween its all in your hands, take your time wistkheery and let me and khaled know
Me: *tearing* baba
Khaled: 3ami ana batwakal yta9loli mn el fndq
Dad: Khaled 7alef 3alaik matskn f'fndq
Khaled: 3amee...
Dad: Shaikha abach tet3arefain 3ala khaled akthar; fa ana gltlh yaskn 3dna, 3ashan t3arfoon a6ba3kom keif 3aysheen weya ba3a'6.

Dad started talking even more and just that coming from him made me feel like crying so much i looked at khaled he had this blank look dad was talking and he was just nodding i got up left to my room and stayed there. A day before i was just so happy being engaged to Khaled, why did i tear up when dad spoke to me about it? Why am i feeling this way?


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DEAR ALL

sorry for not writing for such a long time. During the summer i got diagnosed by stage 2 breast cancer. I have started my chemotherapy in the month of August. I really do apologise for being a really bad writer. I really do hope you enjoyed this short chapter and i will be trying soon to write more. Don't forget me in your prayers.

With love
D.O.L
(Danah O.)

Beauty and the Knight ± Chapter 17

Paris isn't just the city of love, it brings those who have separated back together.
Khalid never left my side this whole time in Paris, even though my parents were around its not like they didn't know, weirdly enough they were ok with Khalid hanging out with me this whole time. I go out spend the whole day with him, my parents wouldn't even bother to call me. I was thinking about this while i was having lunch with Khalid at Lafayette.

Me: Isn't it weird that my parents don't think about calling me while i'm with you
Khalid: It's cos ur in safe hands
Me: *chuckles* yah right
Khalid: ita9lay ww shoofi
Me: ok

*Outgoing call Mommy*

Mom: Aloo
Me: Mama
Mom: Halla shawakhy shakhbarch
Me: Bekhair mama leish ma tis2loon 3ani?
Mom: Ma nba nz3ich ma3a Khalid
Me: La walla ya3ni lo ana ma3a Khalid you won't ask about me ?
Mom: Nedry ench ma3ah ww ma3aleich shar
Me: La wallah!
Mom: Shaikhoh ma tbein etamain ma3ah gooli
Me: La aba bas 3ala al a8al e6amino 3alaiah
Mom: *laughs* khala9 ok intoo wein?
Me: Nt'3ada
Mom: ok khalas omi chan b'3aity shai khabreeni

*line cuts off*

Me: Skerat 3a weyhi
Khalid: *laughs* shoo galaltlij
Me: Nothing
Khalid: kel hal t7ar6eem wa nothing?
Me: She said ma 3alaiah shar
Khalid: Told you ur in good hands
Me: *glaring at Khalid* khali9 aklik i'm still not done shopping
Khalid: Ma t3abty?
Me: No
Khalid: Yom bakhthch chee bata3beeni

I can feel my face turning red, why did he have to say that i mean WTH how awkward ! i seriously didn't know what to say back i just pretended like he never said that..

Me: Khala9 lo ta3ban khalna nirja3
Khalid: *laughs* la mob ta3ban
Me: Fine then what do you want us to do.
Khalid: Just like we did the first time we both go here
Me: No
Khalid: Pls shaikha
Me: It was a one time thing khalas
Khalid: Ok
Me: I seriously can't wait 'til we go to London
Khalid: About London, latit7arein 3emrich bat6l3een ww batrj3een meta ma tbein
Me: Why?!
Khalid: You know how London is kilah 3arab
Me: So wat?
Khalid: Ism3ee al ramseh
Me: Yistwi kheir lein manroo7 London
Khalid: Bima ena we have 2 more days here do you want to go to Disney Land tomorrow?
Me: YES!!!
Khalid: Shoo balach et7amastee
Me: I didn't get the chance to go this year my family ra7o and i didn't
Khalid: i know thats why i want to take you
Me: and this is exactly why i love you
Khalid: *laughs* 


Khalid leaves the table to make a phone call, i called my mom and as usual no answer i bbm'd her telling her that i'm going to Disney Land tomorrow, i got a straight reply from her " اوكي ".
We left lafayette and went outside to walk around Paris, and ended up being at the Lover's Bridge, obviously Khalid planned on taking me here, and did the " lover's bridge " ritual i always thought of it being cheesy but doing with is so cute.
As we were heading back to the hotel Khalid had to drop the " bomb " on me.


Khalid: I found a room for us to spend in tonight
Me: WHAT
Khalid: shhhhhh
Me: Are you crazy?
Khalid: Your mom won't mind anyways you go and come ww matshoofeenhom they wouldn't notice you're gone
Me: what if she asks ?
Khalid: believe me 7abeeby she won't
Me: this is too risky khalid
Khalid: please i just want to spend one night with you, and i promise no naughty business
Me: *laughs* khala9 then
Khalid: min now9al go to your room pack and i'll call you as soon as i pack and get my car

so i went to my room and packed my stuff for disney land

*knock knock*

i rushed and opened my door..

Me: Coming!

i went to open my door it was my mom, she told me that shes too tired and will be sleeping early tonight and that my dad went to london today for a meeting and we'll be heading to london tomorrow night and that i had to text her when i leave for disney.. So our plan for spending the night in disney is going well.

*shuts door lays in bed waiting for khalid*

*Blackberry Messenger*

Shaikha: Khalid? 
Khalid Bin X : Yes baby

Shaikha: Mom isn't feeling well so she said she'll be sleeping early tonight

Shaikha: And baba left for london and we'll be leaving for london tonight  

Khalid Bin X : Do you want us to cancel?

Shaikha: No

Khalid Bin X : 5 minutes wenzli

Shaikha: K

stayed 5 minutes went down stairs got in the car with khalid and head to disney land, 45 minutes later and we got there. We checked in and went to our room. So funny how everything is so cartoon-ish. i felt like i was a kid again. We laid on bed to rest. Then head outside to watch the last parade and the fireworks. Just walking around and watching the parade really made everything feel surreal the fact that i am with khalid in disney land i just don't know how to explain this feeling. 

Me: Thank you Khalid

Khalid: for what?

Me: for all this

Khalid: you don't have to thank me

*pulling me closer to him plants a kiss on my head* 

Khalid: you deserve more

Me: I love you 

Khalid: w2ana amout feech

we went around the park just looking around  and all of a sudden out of nowhere cam out those disney characters heading towards me and khalid, i was just laughing as this all was sudden when out of nowhere i spotted it, i was shaking not knowing what to do, what was going on, why is this happening, i looked to my left i saw minnie mouse holding my hand i didn't know if i should laugh or cry..

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Beauty and the Knight ± Chapter 16

Touch down! In the most beautiful city on earth; Paris. 

We left the airport and head to the hotel my parents wanted to rest i just couldn't hold myself i need some retail therapy. Put on my fur coat, grabbed my bag and head outside,  deep down i knew that today will be such a belles du jour after what i have been going through the past few days. 

Rue Saint honoré a chic place to satisfy my needs; just shopping made  me forget all about Khalid, i dint even bother to check my phone, hell im in paris why should i care. 
While shopping i knew in some places i spotted khalid but i thought it was just in my head, and why shouldn't i be surprised, of-course khalid will show up. 
I grabbed my phone and called him just to make sure

{Outgoing call}

Me: Are you in Paris?
Khalid: Now you answer?

Me: I asked you a question 

Khalid: So did i 

Me: Are you in Paris Khalid?

Khalid: Yes

Me: Why?

Khalid: To explain myself 

Me: Go back to london i'm sure ur huda wants you

Khalid: Shaikha please stop aba let me explain myself

Me: You already did, so don't bother wasting ur breath

Khalid: Can i atleast see you for coffee now

Me: I can't

Khalid: Come on ! ur alone please only for 10 minutes 

Me: Fine i'm next to...

Khalid: I know where you are 

~

Drives up infront of me. Why am i not surprised, its so khalid of him. Show off. I got in the car and did not look towards his side; jst grabbed my phone and started going through my bbm

Khalid: So now you check your phone 

Me: I've been busy

Khalid: Ignoring me ?

Me: Exactly

Khalid: Shaikha listen to me you are and always have been my dream, 

Me: If i am then why did u do that

Khalid: Ma3arf ma3arf, ana 7imar, i am sorry for doing that and i dont blame you if you dont trust me anymore

Me: Believe me i will have some trust issues.

Khalid: Shaikha t7beeni?

Me: I am crazy about you, i thought i have been doing something wrong that lead you to doing that 

Khalid: You didn't wallah

Me: Exactly

Khalid: Here check my phones

Me: Maba

Khalid: Shaikha chayki

Me: Maba! i don't have to beink ww bein nafsik ana men alyoom ww sayr maykh9ni its your life 

Khalid: No Shaikha, your part of my life i promise you from now on you will be aware of every step i take. 

i just sat there quiet.

Me: where are we?

Khalid: My hotel

Me: Wth?

Khalid: Its safer your parents will think that ur out shopping 

Me: Hmm they are asleep and will be going out late at night 

Khalid: Ok then we have time

we went to his room ordered room service had lunch and spoke. Even though i am hurt and i want to break his heart i dont really want to be that shallow and hurt him, i just have to be the bigger and wiser person in this relationship, at the end of the day i love him. 

So one thing lead to another and....

Bisou bisou

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Beauty and the Knight ± Chapter 15

* few months later *

As an  engineer student i was thrilled to have my winter break finally i can rest. Who ever thought that i would end up studying engineering instead  of interior design. A week from now i'll be on a plane to Paris for two days and after that to London to meet the love of my life Khalid.


Its been so long since i've last seen my school friends so i planned on to having a winter night gathering at home.
Later that night my friends came over, and of course Hend got one of her  friends who she met in uni during the semester.
I seriously wanted it to be only us.
Anyways her name is Huda.
So anyways we all started talking about our uni lives now and how all of us, as besfriends (excluding Huda) parted ways all of a sudden.
I left them for a few minutes to get my other phone, i got back and saw that i got a bbm.
I opened my phone and what was really weird that it didnt require a password, so i assumed that i forgot to lock it, i saw khalid talking to me. I opened the convo

{Blackberry Messenger}

Khalid Bin X: How about we meet up when you get here
Hudzzz: Get where?
Khalid Bin X: To london

~

this is when i noticed that this not my phone, it was huda's and khalid was cheating on me.
I felt stick to my stomach throughout the night i couldn't say a word to her. I can't even talk to my friends. Khalid was running through my head; why would he do that, was it something i've done? I just kept this to myself. The shocking thing is that i spoke to him before having my friends over and there was no reply from him, this whole time he's been talking to Huda.
Later that night he spoke to me " Sorry i forgot my phone in the hotel " wow and now he's lying.
Should i talk to him? Or should i just stay quiet.
I'm so hurt i don't really know what to say or even think.

~

I've been thinking about it for the past few day's, i am just so scared of knowing what his answer is after confronting him.
I am traveling tomorrow, I don't want to go to london and suddenly see him with some girl or something. I just don't know what to think.
I have to confront him i just want to know why.

{Blackberry Messenger}

Shaikha: Khalid when ur free talk to me 

Khalid Bin X: Hey babe

Khalid Bin X: I'm free now

Khalid Bin X: Shoo feech 7abeebee

Shaikha: Khalid whoz huda?

Khalid Bin X: Ma3arfha who is she?

Shaikha: Khalid

Shaikha: When i had my friends over i saw you on her list

Shaikha: I grabbed her phone bilghala6 thinking it was mine

Khalid Bin X: OK

Khalid Bin X: Its some girl i met over instagram

Khalid Bin X: Bas wallah ma beeiny ww beinha shay

Shaikha: No

Shaikha: Clearly there was

Shaikha: Cos you asked her to meet up with you

Khalid Bin X:  You read the whole conversation 

Shaikha: No I didnt have to read anything i replied thinking it was my phone

Khalid Bin X:  Shaikha i am so sorry i didn;t mean to hurt

Shaikha: Wtvr khalid 

Shaikha: Im going to bed i have nothing else to say

Shaikha: Gn

Khalid Bin X: Shaikha wallah im so sorry 

Khalid Bin X: I didn't mean to hurt you

Khalid Bin X: Wallah il3atheem i just deleted her 

Khalid Bin X: Stop ignoring me i know ur reading this. 

I did read it, ignored it and went to bed. 

~

I woke up the next day got ready and head to the airport, i really didn't want to check my phone to scared to find out what will happen next after last nights conversation. 

We sat down in the lounge; my phone started to ring, it was Khalid. 

I ignored his call and checked my BBMs.

{Blackberry Messenger}

Khalid Bin X: Shaikha wallah im so sorry 

Khalid Bin X: I didn't mean to hurt you

Khalid Bin X: Wallah il3atheem i just deleted her 

Khalid Bin X: Stop ignoring me i know ur reading this. 

Khalid Bin X: Its all my fault; shaikha wallah ma kan 8a9dy to break your heart, it just happened

Khalid Bin X: She was talking to me all the time, ww ana al ghaby i replied back

Khalid Bin X: But i will be honest with you

Khalid Bin X: I did give her my pin

Khalid Bin X: But i completely forgot about her cos she was on and off on BBM 

Khalid Bin X: Gelt ba3ad mnoo hay on my list 

Khalid Bin X: Then when u spoke to her i told her lets me bas chii out of curiosity 

Khalid Bin X: I am really sorry 

Khalid Bin X: Please latez3ileen

Shaikha: 7a9al kheir

Shaikha: Bye khalid

i switched off my phone waited til we got on the plane to sleep. I've been holding myself trying not to cry. Thinking about this just gives me a headache.  

* * * 

Beauty and the Knight ± Chapter 14

My dad left at around 9 and all i had to do was look for Khalid...

I couldn't find him anywhere..

I grabbed my phone checked my bbm he is still on my list but there wasn't anything from him.

{Blackberry Messenger}

Shaikha: PING!!!

Shaikha: PING!!!

Shaikha: PING!!!

Shaikha: PING!!!

Shaikha: Khalid??!!!

Shaikha: PING!!!

Shaikha: PING!!!

Shaikha: PING!!!

Shaikha: PING!!!

Shaikha: PING!!!

Shaikha: PING!!! 

Khalid Bin X: Hey!

Shaikha: Hey?

Shaikha: Where are you

Shaikha: I woke up today and u are nowhere to be found??!

Shaikha: I started to panic coz my dad was in the room! 

Khalid Bin X: I left

Shaikha: I know you left

Shaikha: But when! 

Shaikha: PING!!!

Khalid Bin X: I don't remember 

Khalid Bin X: Maybe around 6 - 7 am 

Shaikha: Aha

Shaikha: Where are you now?

Khalid Bin X: Getting myself coffee

Khalid Bin X: Tibayn?

Shaikha: Hahaha 

Shaikha: No thank you

Khalid Bin X:  Miss me?

Khalid Bin X:  =P

One embarrassing question i had to ignore..

My mom came, I got discharged from the hospital and went straight home. 

So i planned on spending the rest of the day in bed, watching my series....

~

My mom came, I got discharged from the hospital and went straight home. 

So i planned on spending the rest of the day in bed, watching my series....

I woke up at 2pm, my laptop still next to me, my phones on the table, feeling so cold.

I grabbed my phone and covered my self with the blanket. 

I checked my phone, 24 missed calls and 2 BB-msgs.

So i'm assuming it was Maitha,

24 missed called from khalid 

BB-msgs from Khalid and Maitha

So i planned on continuing to ignore khalid,

I opened maitha's conversation 

{Blackberry Messenger}

Maith: As soon as you get this call me 

So i clicked on the green button to call her when i accidentally accepted khalid's call

how did that even happen!

I started to panic ! 

Put the phone close to my ear 

I can't hear a thing;

So i'm forced now to say something...

{Phone call}

Me: Aloo...

Khalid: (un-mutes) Shaikha!

Me: Hi...

Khalid: Why are you ignoring me 

Me: I'm not (hesitating)

Khalid: No you are, wein kenty

Me: I came back home and i was watching revenge ww rigadt

Khalid: Leish? Havent  slept well last night? (laughs)

Me: (laughs awkwardly) Laa i did i slept like a baby 

Khalid:  I know you did (laughs)

I felt so embarrassed just hearing him say that

Khalid: You still didnt answer my question

Me: What question

Khalid: Did you miss me?

Me: I was with you last night 

Khalid: I know but akeed you missed me 

Me: Yah i did 

Khalid: Do you still love me?

Me: Khalid ! 

Khalid: Do youuuuu ??

Me: Yeaah

Khalid: Say it 

Me: Say wat?

Khalid: That you love me 

Me: I do 

Khalid: No goolee A7bk Khalid

Me: Laaa im shy 

Khalid: Should i disappear again?

Me: Nooooooooo

Khalid: Then say it 

Me: A7bk khalid

Khalid: Mean it 

Me: I do 

Khalid: (starts screaming) WW ANA MOOOOT FEEEECH 

*laughs*

we went on talking for 45 minutes. 

My love just grows more and more every minute.

Khalid brings out the best in me.

He makes me happy.

He cares.

He is the one. 

* * * 

Beauty and the Knight ± Chapter 13

To accept or not to?
I felt like it is one of the toughest decisions for me to take.
I'll just avoid checking on my blackberry today and accept him tomorrow.
I'll make him wait..
I'll make him call and text..
Ignoring me for that long and then showing up out of nowhere..

*Few hours later*

Mom: Shawakhy fdaytch na7na banroo7 batamain roo7ch alyoom ok?
Me: I'm fine mama don't worry nurses will be checking up on me throughout the night, lo fee shay they will contact you akeed
Mom: Ok fdeeitch
Dad: Bayeech bacher al9b7 gabl laroo7 aldawam
Me: Ok baabatee

As my whole fam left i stayed alone bored not knowing what to do, Khalid was on my mind the whole time. I wanna grab my phone and add him, but i also don't want to. The nurse came spoke a bit telling me she will be popping in at night to check on me. As she left I switched on the TV and started watching the Kardashians on E!. until i dozed off...

~

A manly voice woke me up
Man: She's fine i'll be staying with her tonight if there are any problems i'll call you.
Women:  Ok sir, i'll be outside if there is anything. Goodnight

I knew it wasn't my dad's voice.
Or any of my uncles or my cosns.
I was sure it was Khalid's voice, I just didn't want to believe it.
Why would Khalid even care.
Why would he even come and spend the night here.
I was just so curious i had to turn to the other side.
And just as i expected
Khalid.

Me: What are you doing here
Khalid: Why don't you want me to be here?

Me: I do, but what if someone from my fam will be passing by here you should leave

Khalid: Don't worry i got it all handled; Awaln they won't cos you're in good hands here. Scnd I was waiting until you family left so that i come in and spend the night here. 

Me: But my dad will be here in the morning he'll pass by before going to work

Khalid: Wala yhmch i got it under control

Me: I was bored and awake when they left keif you cam straight away here

Khalid: Ma dekhlat 3aleij momartha?

Me: Yeah?

Khalid: Ana gltlcha tchayk 3aleij lo wa3yh wla ragdh 

Me: And how did you know i slept?

Khalid: Wayjt 3aleij she saw you asleep she came and told me and 15 minutes here we are 

Me: What time is it?

Khalid: 11:45

Me: I only slept for 15 minutes

Khalid: Heih..

* awkward silence:

Khalid: By the way, leish you didn't accept me on BBM?

Me: I didn't check on my phone

Khalid: Yea right; i know you did

Me: Well you deserve it; why were you ignoring me for the past few weeks? why did you delete me that night? 

Khalid: Shai..

Me: Don't bother explaining yourself i don't want to know what your answer is. You let me fall hard for you then u suddenly disappear?!! You don't even know how depressed i got, today was the first day for me to leave the house and you suddenly show up!?

Khalid: Shaikha I had to

Me: Why! *almost crying*

Khalid: 7abeebee listen to me *comes closer to my bed* the only reason why i did that is cos you started to get to know my sisters that night; i didn't want to make things obvious like i knew you or anything; so i had to delete you. I'm sorry i ignored, and i'm sorry for not explaining it but i swear to got the past few weeks were also one of my worse days ever. Not only did i get depressed but i regret you meeting my sisters, i just wanted to cover for you. I use to just pass your house everyday to i would wait a block away for hours just to check on you, where are you going, to follow you. Your car just stood there for days, i couldn't text you. And today i passed by your house and saw you get in the car with your mom i couldn't resist i just had to follow you guys.

Me: Khalid thats not a good reason for you to ignore me. 

Khalid: A3arf walah a3arf but please ifhimini my sisters have this thing for girls who talk to me; they hate them so much and you don't know keif ysboonhom and yga63oonhom belta3lee8at. I didnt want you to be the next victim.

Me: You're a grown man i don't think they'l go through your phone.

Khalid: they have their ways of finding out. thats why i did this; i did this not only cos of my sisters. But Shaikha you don't know what might happen in the neat future.

Me: What does that suppose to mean

Khalid: Shaikha a7bich 

Its something i wanted to hear for a long time, i felt those butterflies in my tummy, i even started to blush..

Khalid: Shwakhy *gets closer to my face* Ana  *whispering* A7bich *plants a kiss on my lips*

I am just speechless, i don't even know what to say. 

I just stared into his eyes and smiled.

He went back to the couch and laid down.

Me: Why don't you come and sleep next to me ?

Khalid: La 3adee i am fine here.

Me: But i wan't you next to me, the bed will fit both of us,

Khalid: If you want me to be next to you right now accept me on BBM *giving me that sexy look of his*

Me: No

Khalid: Khalas 3eyal i won't

Me: Ufffff fine! *grabs my BB* Ha!

*Khalid laughs and gets up and lays next to me* 

Me: Khalid

Khalid: Ha 7abeebee

Me: I love you

Khalid: *smiles* Amooooot feech ya Om Khalaf

I was just too shy too look at him; how cheesy do i sound now? 

What can i say, i love him, i love he's back now, and the fact thats he's with me right now is enough. 

He wrapped his arms around me i got myself close to him, and we both slept.

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Dad: Shawakh, umeeh nishy

i woke up startled and scared thinking that dad saw khalid next to me 

Dad: Bismilah sho balaj? 

Me: Ha? laa baba *looking around for khalid* bas khft 

Dad: Enzein *sits down* Tara....

My dad started talking and all i was thinking about was khalid!

It was just too early in the morning, and i'm just so confused.

What happened last night was it just a dream or did it really happen?

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