'Til death do us part - Chapter 31

Negative?

Mmm is she trying to get pregnant again or what?

Me: JAWAHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jawaher: Na3aaam?

Me: NA3AMA TARFS A7MAD TA3ALY HNYYYY!!

Jawaher: Shoo glt!

Me: Ta3aly!

Jawaher: Shoo?

Me: Shu ha?

Jawaher: Pregnancy test

Me: Mat2adabty!

Jawaher: Mn shoo?

Me: Jawaher a7mad is enough why do you want to get pregnant again?

Jawaher: I'm not .. its just i'm late i thought i was pregnant

Me: Zein!

Jawaher: Leish dont you want us to have another baby?

Me: No..

Jawaher: ..oh

Me: Not for now lets wait at least 3 years

Jawaher: But thats too much Abdulra7man

Me: 7abeebee u've had a rough year lets just wait 

Jawaher: Okay

(ahmed cries)

Jawaher: Wldk ely batrfsa al na3ama y9ee7 

Me: Adry, taraha rafstnah

Jawaher: Baseerla

Me: Laaa2 matroo7eela

Jawaher: Abdulra7man 7aram 3alaik

Me: Bayskt ww bayrd ynam 

Jawaher: 7aram 3alaik

Me: Shhhhhh bayaskt ma3alaich

Jawaher: wldy 7araam

Me: hathoo skat

Jawaher: ok i'm going to my yoga class tc of my baby 

Me: ok marwan bayeeni

Jawaher: shu yba ba3ad haa

Me: ha? laish cheeee tgooleen

Jawaher: ma gmt arta7la

Me: Leish?

Jawaher: Ma3rf

Me: Sawa feech shai?

Jawaher: La2

Me: Jawaher

Jawaher: Nothing happened and if something did bakhaberk

Me: Ok 7abeeebee TC

Jawaher rushed down stairs, i can feel it that something happened 

Jawaher: Abdulra7man! MARWAN W9AL!

Me: YA'AY

Jawaher: BYE!

i carried a7mad and took him downstairs to the living room

Marwan: ABDULRA7MAN!

Me: Ta3aal ana fl meelas

Marwan: (laughs) achoofk ur baby sitting

Me: shasawy ba3ad 

Marwan: (laughs) .. yakhy bas malait aba ard elblad

Me: 7ata ana, yalla ma bga shay ww banrd 

Marwan: Entoo ana ba3adny 3al a8al sina ou n9

Me: allah y3eenk.....

For some weird reason i feel like punching the guy.. i dont know why .. i feel like something happened between the both of them and jawaher doesnt want to tell me

Me: Marwan aba as2alk ww allah ykhaleek jawebny abkl 9ara7a

Marwan: Shoo?

Me: Shay stwa beink ww bein 7rmty?

Marwan: (hesitates) la leish he gayltlk shay?

Me: Haih bas aba asma3 mn 6arafk

Marwan: Wallah ma3rf sho agoolk

i had to like i had a feeling something did happen

Me: Gool na7na akhwan ww mabeina shay

Marwan: Okai.. tathker yome chfnakom fe Disney Land

Me: Haih..

Marwan: Choof ana bakhaberk lanek ukhooyeh ww 3azeeez 3alya lazm akhaberk

Me: Shoo nzain

Marwan: Chft Jawaher ww.........................................

'Til death do us part - Chapter 30

Eman: Positive or negative nothing will change what happened to you
Jawaher: I know eman, i'm so scared!
Me: Estahday b2allah ya bent el 7alaal it wont be positive i'm sure
Jawaher: How many minutes bagy
Me: Its suppose to show up no...
Jawaher: EMAN LOOK!
Me: Ah 7emdillah !
Jawaher: Please don't tell anyone what i told you eman bainy ww bainch. PLEASE!
Me: Don't worry your secret is safe with me
Jawaher: But why am i late? why do i get cramps?
Me: 3ady it happens
Abdulrahman: Jawaher!
Jawaher: Oh shit throw the things away i dont want him to know i took a pregnancy test
Me: ok
Jawaher: Na3am!

Jawaher rushed to her husband, i grabbed the things, put them into the plastic bag and threw it in the garbage and left the toilet and to my surprise

Me: Marwan!
Marwan: Hala Eman
Me: ahh shoo tesawy hinee?
Marwan: Abdulrahman ya'ay yakhth a'3ratha min al beit
Me: aha wein ray7een?
Marwan: al gym
Me: cool
Marwan: Eman .. jawaher khaberatch shay?
Me: Like wat?
Marwan: Anything ?
Me: No why?
Marwan: bas 2s2al .. met2akdah ma khaberatch shay?
Me: Heih shu batkhaberny mathalan?
Marwan: Madree
Abdulrahman: Oh! Eman ntyyy hneee??? Jawaher ma khaberatny
Me: *laughs* yalla baroo7lha
Abdulrahman: yalla you girls have fun

i left and rushed to Jawaher, stayed quiet until i heard the door slam

Me: IMAGINE !!
Jawaher: wat?
Me: Marwan si2alnee ithaa entee khabarteeny shay?
Jawaher: WAT! LIKE WAT!? DID YOU TELL HIM?
Me: WAT! NO! Bas tam yigoolee are you sure she didnt tell you anything
Jawaher: I'll text him!
Me: NO! DONT! WAT IF ABDULRAHMAN SEE'S HIS PHONE!
Jawaher: Hmm.. 9dgch
Me: Ww bay3rf enh i told you and i might know something about what happened
Jawaher: heih 9a7.. But wat if marwan tells him, like belghalat?
Me: Dont worry he won't i know marwan
Jawaher: kay...

'til death do us part - Chapter 29

Secrets, why are they so hard to keep.. eventually i will have to tell abdulrahman about what happened between me and marwan, but things will turn out bad.. Abdulrahman loves marwan so much i dont want to ruin their friendship.. Not only their friendship but our marriage!..  I should just keep things to myself i mean come on Abdulrahman has secrets of his own doesn't he? ..

Abdulrahman: Ho! Ayh! Jawaher shfeech?
Me: Ha ??
Abdulrahman: Sa7anah shay feech? shay y3wrch?
Me: mm la bas mtwalha 3a haly
Abdulrahman: Fdeeeitch yalla ma bga shai 10 more days ww bayoona
Me: heih nshalla
Abdulrahman: Okay ana ba6la3 shway weyah alshabab
Me: Ok tc

He left i grabbed my iPhone and called Eman told her to come over, i threw my phn next to me, i got up to play with Ahmed 'til eman arrives

*iPhone rings*
Me: hala eman
Eman: agoolch im passing by CVS to get some stuff do you need anything mn hnak ?
Me: Salamtch get here quick em! i miss you!!!
Eman: *laughs* okaay Juju

i put my phn down and ahmed touched my phn and started playing with it, i took it away from him and saw the period track app on.. the number on my screen caught my attention, i felt like i couldn't breath i called Eman back

Eman: I'm almost done Jawaher lhal daraja you miss me
Me: Eman....
Eman: shoo feech?????!! are you okay!!?
Me: Can you please get me ..
Eman: Latst7eeeen shoo tbeinn amreee Ntyyy
Me: a pregnancy test ..
Eman: Laish! are you pregnant !
Me: I don't know, I'm 16 days late ...

'til death do us part - Chapter 28

Me: Jawaher i can hold myself, i love u from the 1st time i set my eyes on you..
Jawaher: But im married !
Me: I know Jawaher, please basaweelch ayshay just leave Abdulrahman Ww ana bat8adamlch Ww bareby a7mad wiyach
Jawaher: Rayly Ww a7ibah, ma aba akhsara are u crazy !
Me: Jawaher please
Jawaher: Marwan khalas ! please leave me and my family alone ! As much as i want to tell Abdulrahman wat you did i dont want to jeopardize your friendship with him, he sees you as your best-friend your brother, he actually talks about you more than his son.. What u did was so low of you..
Me: Dkheeelich jawaher please abach
Jawaher: Well too bad.. you really really put that black dot in my life i never expected it..
Me: Ana asf Jawaher
Jawaher: What about your girlfriend that you were with, eh you know what i have to go, dont you ever get close to me or my son


She got up and left, without leaving me to say something.. What i did was wrong.. but i cant hold myself towards her.. she's the one i really love, why didn't she wait 'til she finished her studies, laish abdulrahman esta3yal ww khathaha, what she said she really ment it, she wouldnt call me and ask to meet up.. Thoughts running through my mind.. Regrets..


Abdulrahman: Bo 7i9aa! Oy ! marwano balak! tfaker femno
Me: Sho tsawee entih ehneeh
Abdulrahman: Ya'ay akhthly starbucks, achoufk mn rb3 sa3ah yals Ww sar7an Wazager 3alaik mob mentibeh tefaker fel 3asheegah ha?
Me: La yabooy ay 3asheegah
Abdulrahman: Hatheech ely kanat weyak fDisney
Me: Haih Haih ya 3abdlra7man ra7at hatheech khalaas
Abdulrahman: Afaa
Me: Egrb
Abdulrahman: Lala barw7 ana 3alyeh assignment lazim aslmeh wara bacher
Me: enchoufk 3eyal


Abdulrahman left.. when he asked abt the "3asheegah" i was really talking about his wife, and really felt bad, i looked at my phn and scrolled through the pictures and there was a pic of her i kept starring at for a while clicked on the delete button, Jawaher nadra ma balga bent mithlha.. A7bhaa 

'til death do us part - Chapter 27

Why did he do that? What will Abdulrahman say? What would he do if i told him? Did i like get raped?

I'm so scared .. this wasn't suppose to happen, how can he do that to his best friend ? why did he do that ?  but he was with his girlfriend ! i can't tell anyone about this, what if i get pregnant and Abdulrahman then finds out that its not his baby!? I need to meet up with him ask him why did he do that and what might happen!

Abdulrahman: Jawaher!

Me: Ha?

Abdulrahman: Shfech u zoned out faj2ah

Me: La mashay

Abdulrahman: Are you sure?

Me: Yah 

Abdulrahman: Hmm shay mthaygench ?

Me: La i guess its my time of the month again 

Abdulrahman: oh ok 7abeeby, bakheth a7mad Ww bawadyh el Pier bala3ba shiwayah, bateen ma3ana?

Me: La mafeya bas t7amal 3alaih okay?

Abdulrahman: Nshalla 

Me: Ww kheth a'3ratha 7a6hom fel sayara incase you need it 

Abdulrahman: ok 7abeeby

I gave him Ahmeds bag, he took Ahmed kissed me on my cheeks and said " I love you 3yoonee " and left.. I felt like crying.. i started shaking as they walked away, and dove off..  i have to do it.. i need to know why did he do that to me, i'll be carrying thing for the rest of my life, i'm scared i don't know what to do, i'm really depressed i dont want to ruin my marriage.. i love Abdulrahman.. i don't want to lose him.. 

*rings*

Voice: Aloo

Me: Marwan .... 

'til death do us part - Chapter 26

What is taking her so long, 15 minutes in the toilet? oh rite how can i forget she's a girl, girls take that long la akthar.. batraya 5 more minutes and if shes not back im going to go check wainha .. i looked at a7mad el 6fs m6al3ly lsaneh i started laughing and did the same back..
Finally here she comes

Me: Weein Re7teeee?!!!
Jawaher: (plants a warm soft kiss on my lips, looks at me with her sparkly eyes)  Shoo ba3ad wein kent u know (bites her lips)
Me: (confused,fake laugh) Jawaher 3a6eeny dgayeg bas barooo7 al7amam w barja3
Jawaher: Ok 7abeeby

I went to the toilet, finished my business and went to wash my hands, rf3t rasy and saw my reflection on the mirror.. and marwan comes out from one of the toilet cubicles

Me: Marwan!
Marwan: Bu A7mad hala hala
Me: Shoo tsawee hnee
Marwan: Hay rbee3tee 7asherteny tab'3ee tee disney land mn mita glt yala enrooo7 elyoum
Me: Zein wallah mtwalh 3alaik yakhee wein manshoofk
Marwan: wallah na7na ely manshoofk enteh ya rayal ana msh'3ool weya el drasa 6frt bas aba ard alblad ta3al shakhbarah a7mad?
Me: Wallah tamaaam elyoum yaybeeneh hnee mstaaans ta3al banroo7la

So on our way to jawaher my and son marwan and i catched up on wat has been going on with studies etc, as we got to the table jawaher was preparing a7mads milk

Me: Jawaher, Marwan yay ychoof A7mad
Jawaher: Oh Hala Marwan
Marwan: Mar7ba Om A7mad shakhbarech
Jawaher: el 7emdella ent shakhbarek
Marwan: Bekhair el7emdella Mashalla el rayal kebar
Me: Chft 3ad, yalla mta dork enteh teebelna el kha6eebeh
Marwan: ya rayal e9ber 3aleina shwy khalny a5l9 w ard elblad w asht'3l wy9eer khair lein ba3dain
Me: (laughing) Asmeek enteh
Marwan: Yalla 7abeebee tamerna 3a shai?
Me: Salamtek keep in touch ha
Marwan: Akeed, yala m3asalama
Me & Jawaher: Ma3asalama

So Marwan left and then the fireworks started going off, a7mad was so scared that he started crying.. we rushed to the car so that he calms down and just sleep, jawaher stayed in the back seat trying to put ahmed to sleep while i was driving

Jawaher: My chauffeur..
Me: Yes Mrs Abdulrahman Al x
Jawaher: I'm hott
Me: Yes Ma'am u r, ur man is lucky to have u (posh brit accent)
Jawaher: No i'm hot as in turn up the ac
Me: (laughing) Nshalla  3amoh ay awamer thanya
Jawaher: Haih, i'm kinda feeling sexy
Me: 10 minutes oo wa9leen !
Jawaher: (laughs) hold ur horses i think today was a long day (has a crooked evil smile on her face)
Me: wats with that smile and yes it was
Jawaher: u know (winks)
Me: know wat?
Jawaher: After the toilet wat happened
Me: u came and kissed me
Jawaher: no before that
Me: U went to the toilet
Jawaher: (confused) 3abdlra7man after the toilet and before kissing u wat happened
Me: you walked, are you trying to confuse me or something (laughs)
Jawaher: (fake laugh) No .. yalla 7mdla 3a salamatna im gonna take A7mad to his room wentah yeeb a'3ra'6a
Me: Dont forget the baby speakers
Jawaher: ohh zain u reminded me

She got down and took a7mad with her, she said something about after the toilet and before kissing me what happened? i joked around about her walking but she hand a confused face, probably she had some other joke in mind and she thought it was lame or did something really happen? 

'Til death do us part - Chapter 25

So Abdulrahman filed a restraining order against Razan.. and we havent seen her ever since that thing she did.. i thank god for that rumor has it she left the country and went back to Dubai, and others say she just moved away to a different state.. who knws and who cares, Baby a7mad is getting older and said his 1st 2 words " mama " and "baba" .. and today we're planning on going to Disney Land a7mad adores mickey mouse .. 3abdlra7man and i had our lunch, fed a7mad packed his things and off we went to Disney Land. The last time i've been there almost 13 years ago .. i used to get all jumpy and excited as we got there we were on time for the show i can see Abdulrahman carrying our son on his shoulders all bouncy and happy and ahmed clapping i looked away for a few seconds and saw from a distance Marwan glaring at me, i felt like something i dont really know how to describe it .. Its like he has a thing for me .. i dont know how to explain it but ..

Abdulrahman: Jawaher!
Me: Ha 7abeeby
Abdulrahman: shu feech mn mta yals azrgrch wnty 9ada 3any emnu yalsa tchoofeen?
Me: La nothing mndamja achoof keif el yahal mstanseen
Abdulrahman: Heih Heih ra7at ayamna na7na kena chy n7n mestanseen mthelhom
Me: (laughs) yaah
Abdulrahman: yalla 7abeebi enroo7
Me: ok

so we put baby a7mad on his stroller and went round and marwan was on my mind, how did we knw we're here .. was it just a coincidence or what, ya3ni mosta7eel kaif ykoon hny w maykhaber 3abdlra7man

Abdulrahman: Jawaher r u ok?
Me: yah laish
Abdulrahman: La a7sbch madry keif mob mrta7a? wla shai feech shai m'6aygnch?
Me: Lala its just amm memories are coming bak to me
Abdulrahman: fdeitch (kisses me on the cheeks)

so we went around la3abna a7mad shwy and then went to have something to eat .. i've never seen ahmed so happy before and abdulrahman also he was such a kid i love that thing about him. I got up and left the table to go to the toilet for a quick makeup touch i left the toilet and felt someone  grabbing me from my hand. Covered my eyes and my mouth and pulled me back.. i kept on kicking around and crying my eyes out the only thing thats running through my mind was Ahmed what if im getting kidnapped now and i never get to see my son.. this person then put me on a chair and i opened my eyes and was in a different place i looked around me scared and speechless tears rushing to my eyes i looked to my left and ..