Monday, January 17, 2011

'Til death do us part - Chapter 9


Our vegas trip went by so quick !! it was a long trip back home to L.A .. Abdulrahman and the boys left on sunday cuz they had classes the next day ... we extended our trip to tuesday i don't know why.. so anyways for a couple of days i've been trying to call my dad and my step mom ,, none of them answer to my calls or my messages, i talked to my sisters on bbm and they just read and dont reply .. i got so worried .. why are they doing this ? something is going on  i know it .. mob mn 3adat'hom chy mayrdon .. i even tried talking to 3abdlra7man on bbm but he keeps saying that he's bsy and he'll talk to me later.. yaraby shu asawi .. did i do something wrong? ..

So we got to LA i straight away went to my room and cried myself to sleep .. wat else can i do .. eman was bsy talking to khalaf he boyfriend who's in boston .. ghaya and summer were hungry and ran straight to the kitchen.. i slept for 3 hours straight .. i got up and checked my phone i had a couple of missed calls from my DAD !! i tried calling baak there was a problem with the connection .. so anyways i went into the toilet took a shower and came out, prayed and then went down stairs to prepare dinner .. 

Me: Em !.. Em !! EMAN!! .. EMANOO!! 
Eman: Haaaa
Me: Yala lets start cooking for dinner 
Eman: hmm .. Jawaher
Me: Shu
Eman: Shu rayech we barbecue tonight
Me: La eman 5alena bas n6ba5 ay shai
Eman: Pls pls 3ashani i really wanna bbq 
Me: okok i'm gonna go get the burgers and the corns u go get the coals heated up and ready 
Eman: ok

I went gathered everything for the barbecue

Me: Eman!! ma lgaait el ... ( i had to look twice) 
Dad: Jawaher benty !!
Sisters: SURPRISE!!
Me: Omg ento weinkom 3aneee mn kamn youm (tearing) u guys got me worried 
Stepmom: Na7na metwalheen 3alaich oo yayeench 3dna lich a5bar 7lwa .. 
Dad: Ma bna5aberha a7eeeneh let me hug my daughter 
Me: (chuckling) 5abroonii 
Shamsa: Laa2 just wait for it .. i missed you ya 7maaraa !! 
Salama: Haaih wayed ba3ad 3abady weldy kla y9eee7 ys2al 3anch w kel manseer beit uboyeh maynam '3air fe '3rfatch 
Me: 7abeeby i miss him .. did u get him
Salama: La 5alaiteh 3nd 3afra 
Me: wat about you shamsa
Shamsa: 5alaiteh 3nd 7a9oo9a
Me: i miss them sho a5barhom

so we went on talking and i can see eman so nervous her legs were shaking a lot..

Dad: Jawaher mamaty mnu saken 3dalkom
Me: Ha .. on our left old couples from Chicago and on our right shabab weyana fl jam3a
Dad: Sho (raised eyebrows) ysawoolkom 7arakat wla shai ?
Me: lala baba they're good guys wallah reyayeel w t3rf enhom mtrabeen 
Dad: ashwa
Stepmom: Raweena beitkom 3ad ubooch chayf el beit ho m5tarlkom raweena ana w 5awatch

so i took my stepmom and my sisters for a tour around the house .. my mom absolutely loved the house.. she got really excited ..

Stepmom: shakly ela batm 3ndkom ana (laughs)
Me: 7ayach umii el beit beitch
Stepmom: Salameh umi zgry ubooch goleelehyee 
Salama: Enshalla

so my stepmom and i started talking about my studies and how is it going ... but i got really curious why are they here wat do they wanna talk about ..?

Dad: Mashalla athathto el den wayed 7lo
Me: Thank you baba 
Dad: Jawaher umii na7na yayeench hni nba nklmch fee maw'6oo3 wnshalla titqablain hal shai
Me: shu
Dad: Jawaher.. wa7id mtqadimlch 
Me: Shu !??
Dad: haih umi w n7na sa2leen 3anh .. kel7ad ymda7eh.. yadrs masters hni f Los Angeles f jam3atch .. ho akeed chayfnch fl jam3eh w s2al 3anch .. w etha entii mwafqa tara el 3rs baykon fee December 16
Stepmom: Ho gayel l2omah mn yrja3 baymlch 3alaich bat3rson oo 3gb batrdon hni wnti batkmlen drastch w ho baykml drasteh 
Me: Baas...
Salama: Jawaher el walad zain Shihab wayed ymda7a y3rf u5ooh el 3od 
Shamsa: Bas ho mn Bu'6abi
Me: mno ha?
Dad: Abdulrahman Bin flan Al x
Me: SHU!!
Dad: t3rfeeneh?
Me: laa bas en9dmt .. can you give me a while to think
Dad: ok bas na7na banrd Dbai b3d esbo3 so 5abreena gabel 
Me: enshalla 
Dad: bas etha wafaqty tarach batwagfeen this semester 
Me: SHU!! LAISH!!
Stepmom: 3ashan tzahbein 7ag 3rsch 
Salama: Bansawi fstanch 3nd Elie Saab
Shamsa: Oo the rest of the wedding is on me 
Me: Laa MABA! ABA AKML DRASTY!
Stepmom: 7abeebty jawaher lat3a9been .. est5eery enti w fakry
Dad: yala na7na ntra5a9 bachofch bacher umii, ma3asalamah


And they just left .. i just sat there scared, i did not no wat to say or do .. why did abdulrahman do that ... its been a month since we were together now... laish chy ysawii ..  i need to call him .. 


(calling abdulrahman)
Abdulrahman: Alo?
Me: We need to talk
Abdulrahman: About?
Me: What u did 
Abdulrahman: What did i do ?
Me: The proposal !
Abdulrahman: Jawaa…


'Til death do us part - Chapter 8

layseer tafkeerkom b3eeed nothing happened .. 
i woke up w chft jawaher b3dha ragda .. and its 4 am .. ya3ni its 3pm back in the Emirates .. 9ara7a i can't like without jawaher .. she makes me so .. i don't know how to explain it .. i really want this gurl ... ABAHA ! .. i need to talk to my mom right now ! lazim atzwj hay el bent.. adry the semester just started .. when i get back to the states in january aba el nas yzgronha " jawaher mert 3abdlra7man Al x"
.. 


Me: Aloo
Mom: Mar7ba uboyeh 
Me: Hala umi sha5barech
Mom: B5eir el 7emdla 7abeeby 3sa ma shar laish nash a7eeneh shai mstwy shai y3wrk
Me: La salamtech umii .. bas ana abach f maw'6oo3 
Mom: Shoo ?!
Me: Umii 3aybtnii w7da
Mom: Enzein
Me: 5aleeni akmel (laughs) enzain fa he tadrs hni w he bent 5ayfa rabha t3rf el shai el 9a7 mn el '3ala6 mafee 7ad ma ymda7ha mn el shabaaab .. Enzain fa abakom t56booly eyaha
Mom: Ok ,, bent emno he ?
Me: Flan Al x
Mom: Omha mob mwa6neh 9a7
Me: Haih, 
Mom: Sho tbabha obooyeh omha mob mwa6neh
Me: Umii ana ba5th omha wla ba5th'ha he 
Mom: Mskeneh tara omha twft
Me: Haih adry .. bat56booly eyaaha wla la 
Mom: Enshalla 5ala9 enteh 5al9 drastk w banywzk
Me: La umii ramso uboha w youm bard el blad f shahr 12 klshai ykon jahez ,, bas namlch wn3rs
Mom: Enzein banchoof shu bansawi barms ubook
Me: Ok mashkoora
Mom: Yala 7abeeby ergd enteh w ana abrms ubook a7eneh
Me: Ensalla !!!!!! Mashkooora umii wayed 

So sakart w ma gdrt argd laaain ma nashat jawaher we had breakfast .. i want to tell jawaher bas ma aba .. kaif agolha wallah ana i asked for ur hand in marriage bas pls latrdeeni ... wat if she says no .. ana bat7a6am .. yarabyy

Jawaher: 3abdlra7man.. 3abdlra7man
Me: Ha
Jawaher: Shoo feek sar7an mn el 9b7
Me: La bas yals afker shu nsawyy elyoom
Jawaher: Oh ok so wat do you have in mind 
Me: Shu rayech enseer enchof a show
Jawaher: Okay 

So i smiled and just gave her a kiss on her cheeks.. so my sister texted me at 9 " mom told me about you .. kebrat el salfa mom doesn't want her 3ashan omha mesh mwa6na .. bas ubooyeh 6la3 y3rf ubo el bent oo elyoum bayseer yrmseh"

t7mst ldaraja mob 6abeee3yah ! ma gdrt achooof el show .. 5ala9 Jawaher batkon merty!! yaraby ma9adg el shai !! everything felt like a dream !! 

Ahh Ya jawaher .. batkooneeen merty .. om 3eyaliii .. ma a9adg hal shai at all ! .. enshalla yarab bas twafqeen .. 

Saturday, January 15, 2011

'Til death do us part - Chapter 7

Ahh.. 
I can't think ..
"What is the definition of residual engineering?"
aghhh!! I know this one !!
Ya raaabyyyyyyyyyy
I know the answer !

Marwan: psst 
Me: Shut up let me focus 
Marwan: I have the answer to your question
Me: huh
Marwan: Residual engineering is the thought and 
Me: kinetic process of recycling energy  YAH! .. THANKS!
Teacher: Quiet pls ! 

so the rest of the "pop" quiz went through smoothly .. I handed in my paper and left my class and rushed straight to my car to go back home and pack for VEGAS!!..  I was about to get into my car 'til I heard a car honk ,, the car’s honk frightened me and I turned around ..

Marwan: JAWAHER! 
Me: Bismella !! 5awaftnyy!! shu tba !
Marwan: make it up to me yalla '3ashashtich fl quiz !
Me: shoo tbanyy asawi ya3ni
Marwan: Dinner me and u tonight 
Me: I can't i'm going to Vegas for the weekend
Marwan: Fine invite me to vegas then
Me: No!
Marwan: ok .. see you there
Me: Marwan!!

So marwan drove away .. i'm sure he doesn't mean it and he's just doing that to annoy me.. 

I ran back home so excited for VEGAS!! .. I knw I knw i'm still 19 but I love Vegas.. as I got to the house I saw Abdulrahman getting out of his car .. I tried not looking but I can't help! I haven't seen him for 2 days!! I miss him aghh Abdulrahman... omg he's coming .. getting CLOSER !! 

Abdulrahman: Hala Hala 
Me: Hii
Abdulrahman: Chaf7alich
Me: Tamam, wenteh
Abdulrahman: I'm good .. leish msta3yleh haa 
Me: (giggling) Banseer Vegas elyoom ww ma ratebt a'3ra'6y ww ma kent aba at2a5erhom .. oo mafeena 3al rush hour
Abdulrahman: 9dg batseeeron!? 
Me: Haih laish
Abdulrahman: Galy marwan bas ana at7arah ystahbaal ... Zein ... 3eyal race you to vegas (winks .. and rushes in to their house and I can hear him shout) Marwano! Farooos ! Yalla banseer vegas zahbo a'3ra'6kom bsir3a!! Banetsabag weya gom Jawaher 
Me: SHIT!!! 

I ran to the house screaming like an idiot ghaya, summer and eman did not understand a word a I said they just rushed to the car .. got into the car and I saw the boys car still there as I started driving I can see their house door open and the boys looking at us shocked and all 3 of them rushed to the car .. I drove so quickly ... so that they wont catch up .. on our way I explained to the girls why did we have to rush blah blah blah ... so now 2 hours has passed by and we're stuck in traffic -.- .. 3 - 4 more hours to go .. thank god the car pool lane is moving unlike the other lane .. it was 1:30 .. we planned on stopping at a place to get us some bite to eat .. 

Eman: I'm sure they're still stuck in traffic msta7eel they catch up with us
Summer: Yah .. But wat if they took a plane there
Me: La La ma'6an
Ghaya: I'm hungry aba akel uff 
Summer: Trayay yarabee kla tbein takleen wla achoofch tamtneeen 
Ghaya: Alahoma la 7asad .. Aiih!! goolii mashallah!!!!
Summer: tf tf tf mashalla
Eman: OK! here's our food lets go
Ghaya: ahh food !!
Me: Mob chaneh gom 3abdlra7man just pulled over
Eman: Wain?
Ghaya: Aba akel bsr3a seero el sayra dont even bother looking at them
Summer: OMG! IT IS THEM! LETS HIDE ! ww youm bayd5loon lets just walk out and avoid them 
Eman: Haih Zein!
Me: La 7aram yemken yboon yakloon w etha chafona bayrkbon el sayara ww hom ma kalo shai just bcoz of a stupid race
Ghaya: Yah 7aram .. lets eat
Me: (laughs) yalla

so we started spying on the boys looking at them we didn't want them to know that we're here ... both groups ate .. when we saw them get up we rushed so that they notice us .. 

Fares: Agoolkom mob chanhom hathaila hom
Marwan: Haih .. Bu 3of! jdaamy yalaaa !! el7ag 3alaihom gabel la y'3lboona !! 
Abdulrahman: (laughs) wa7lailhom 3adee 3adee
Marwan: YALA!!

We got into the car and drove .. we can see them behind us all the way to vegas BUT as we got to vegas we lost them .. they weren’t behind us .. and we kind of got lost and didn't know where the hotel was (stupid GPS GPR wtvr its called) .. So eventually we got to the Palms hotel .. checked in .. and guess who we see as we were about to get into the elevator ..

Marwan: Ha banat tawkom wa9leen
Ghaya: Haih l2ana '63na u know
Fares: (laughs) '63to ha !
Eman: La la ma '63na bas kna n7oo6 around Vegas
Ghaya: We did ?
Summer: Yes we did '3aya latstahbelein enty ba3ad
Abdulrahman: (laughs) yala we won .. elyoum el 3sha 3a 7sabkom 
Me: (giggling) ok .. see you then

so we went to our  penthouse .. yah yah I knw spoiled brats showing off .. but summer's mom has good connections with the hotel manager.. anyways .. Eman and I shared a room in the and Ghaya and summer shared a room .. our penthouse was AMAZING! It’s a two-bed room penthouse with a Jacuzzi tub, game room with pool table a powder room for the "guests" and many more .. I fell in love with the place and thank god we all had Monday off ! anyways we rested for two hours .. and then got ready for our dinner with the boys .. we booked a table for all 7 of us at little Buddha its a unique Asian restaurant & lounge with a sushi bar that’s wat we love ! .. so as we were getting ready our room phone rang .. I rushed to pick it up 

Me: Alo?
Abdulrahman: Jawaher?
Me: Hala 3abdlra7man
Abdulrahman: Fdeitch 7abeeby I miss you .. you gurls ready ?
Me: yah .. wentoo?
Abdulrahman: Haih bes ma 5aberteeni wein bant3asha 
Me: oh 9a7! little Buddha 
Abdulrahman: Ok 

So I hung up and went to the gurls and told them that the boy were waiting for us .. we made our last minute touches and went down ..

Fares: Ghaya ww Eman I’ll be your date tonight 
Ghaya & Eman: (giggling)
Marwan: Ww Jaa...
Abdulrahman (pops out of the blue and grabs my hand) : yala jawaher (gives marwan "the look")

ok so I didnt know wat was that about .. but I ignored it and walked with Abdulrahman we sat at the dinner table and talked together had some dinner and laughed except for marwan who was staring at me the whole night .. so when we were about to leave I grabbed marwan 

Me: Marwan shai m'6agenek
Marwan: La bas ta3ban
Me: Met2akd marwan
Marwan: yah met2aked
Me: ok
Abdulrahman: Jawaher ta3aley weyay 
Me: wein banseer?
Abdulrahman: Ma bagoolch (with a naughty smile)
Fares: Marwano shu rayek nseer nchoof a show I already booked tickets 
Marwan: Yah akeed ... wl banat weyana?
Fares: 6ab3an!!
Me: See you guy’s haha
Eman: Love you tc ! and check your bbm now 

So I checked my bbm Eman sent me " Abdulrahman likes u a lot ,, and looks like u'll spend the night with him .. tc 7abeebty and I love you .. you two look great together"..

Abdulrahman: Ha shu 6arshat  eman
Me: la mashay bas tithakrny 3an shai
Abdulrahman: oh ok

we went up to their penthouse, which was amazing also .. however he got this penthouse all to himself.. not sure why

Abdulrahman: so mta batrdon?
Me: Monday
Abdulrahman: LAISH!
Me: Cuz we all have monday off oo a7san mashay za7ma 
Abdulrahman: Aywa .. 
Me: yup ....

The penthouse was empty .. him and I alone .. 

Abdulrahman: Jawaher ....
Me: hmm

Abdulrahman got closer to me 

Abdulrahman: T7beenii?
Me: (blushing)
Abdulrahman: T7BEENII YA3NII !! 
Me: (blush and giggle)
Abdulrahman: Jawaher... 
Me: (looking at him)

I felt like I was way above the clouds .. his lips .. so soft .. he grabbed my waist .. I got closer to him .. his body.. felt like rock .. perfect .. I was there like a statue .. under the spell of his lips .. he's just AMAZING !  amazing is a small word for him .. I tried to back off but I couldn't it happened to me just like last time .. ahh .. I some how ended up on his lap 

He carried me..
He walked.. 
We were there.. 
The two of us alone..
I can feel his warm body on top of mine..
Oh my go.....



Thursday, January 13, 2011

'Til death do us part - Chapter 6

Me: omg esm el ma63am 93b i can't even say it 
Abdulrahman: (laughs) Gooli Ya-ma-shi-ro
Me: Ya-ma-shi-shro
Abdulrahman: Laaa (laughs, puts his hand on my chin) Jawaher goolii Ya
Me: Ya
Abdulrahman: Ma
Me: Ma
Abdulrahman: Shi
Me: Shi
Abdulrahman: ro
Me: ro .. Yamashiro
Abdulrahman: 9a7! ... ( moves his fingers on top on my lips )
Me: uhhmmm u'll ruine mu lipstick (blushing)
Abdulrahman: Ohh sorry ! (laughs and pulls his hand away)
Me: So what should we order
Abdulrahman: How about some vege spring rolls, calamari tempura for appetizers and for the main course lets have vegetable fried rice, sweet and sour shrimp and how about duck 
Me: DUCK!
Abdulrahman: Wallah jawaher its delicious ! try it pls 3ashanii
Me: Okaay 


So Abdulrahman ordered our food and then there was this silence mode for a while ... I had to break it


Me: Sooo...
Abdulrahman: Soo..
Me: Why did you move to L.A?
Abdulrahman: Wallah ma kent mrta7 fe San diego 
Me: Wallah?
Abdulrahman: Tbain el 9dg Jawaher ana mftshl mn el shabaab hnak razan fashlatny jdamhom ..
Me: Oh...
Abdulrahman: Haih
Me: we dont have to talk about it 3abdlra7man wallah 3adii
Abdulrahman: Lala bagolch


He started telling me about how she keeps on talking about his friends oo kaif b3do rab3eh 3aneh just bcuz of her and that she's not worth it, how he regrets being with her in the 1st place ...


Abdulrahman: O chyy sawat 7ayawaneh aba at5ala9 mnha 
Me: Did u try talking to her 
Abdulrahman: I will tonight 
Me: oh ok .. i'm here if u need to talk
Abdulrahman: Jawaher ...
Me: OMG ! THIS DUCK IS DELICIOUS ! 
Abdulrahman: Bel3afya 7abeeby (soft smile)
Me: (shocked) allah y3afeek
Abdulrahman: Jawaher ..
Me: Hmm
Abdulrahman: Jawaher ana..
Razan: ABDULRAHMAN ! WAT THE F*CK ..! WAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING WITH HER !
Abdulrahman: I'M OUT WITH AN OLD FRIEND SHU TBAIN ENTI 
Razan: i told u to never talk to her 
Abdulrahman: Mob ente tgoooleeli mnu aklem wla mnu achooof ana rayaal w a3rf shu asawi w ana ely a7km 3mry w a7km el nas mob entee t7kmeely ! 
Me: amm .. i'm just gonna leave
Razan: Yah leave ..
Abdulrahman: Jawaher tmmy ! Razan YOU LEAVE ! IT'S OVER !! DON'T YOU EVER TRY TO CALL ME OR CONTACT ME B2AY 6AREEE8A I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU !! ..
Me: Its ok 3abdlra7man
Abdulrahman: TMY JAWAHER !
Razan: JAWAHER U TWO FACED BITCH .. U'LL SEE .. U STOLE HIM AWAY FROM ME THE 1ST TIME AND I TOOK HIM BAK AND U WANNA TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME AGAIN ! .. YOU KNOW WHAT TAKE HIM BUT HE'S GONNA COME BAK RUNNING AFTER ME LIKE A BABY !
Abdulrahman: RAZAN 6L3Y MN EL MA63AM WLA WALLLAH BATCHOFEN SHAI MA CHFTY F 7AYATCH
Razan: but baby! 
Abdulrahman: Razan BYE!! (Puts some money on the table) Jawaher lets leave ! 
Me: ok ..


Going back home was a very long ride .. it felt like ages .. we both were quiet in the car .. the radio was on but you can barely hear it... So when we got there he parked his car in front of his house .. i looked outside and the house looked dark and empty 


Abdulrahman: Come in
Me: La 3adi im gonna go back home
Abdulrahman: Pls jawaher ta3aly da5el let me make it up to u .. she ruined our time together ...
Me: ok but isn't fares and marwan in the house .. 
Abdulrahman: La they went to San Diego to visit some old friends .. and wont be baak 'til like at nite
Me: oh ok




So we went in.. oo ylsna f meelas'hom .. their house was nice ..  So we watched a movie (Oceans 11).. all i can remember was putting my head against the pillow and i fell asleep .. i then woke up and found my self wrapped around Abdulrahmans arms .. and he's asleep.. i grabbed my phone and found 28 BBM's, 42 missed calls and 8 message's .. i checked them while trying not to move and wake up Abdulrahman.. i'm sure its from the girls and ben and that they're worried about me .. so i checked my phn and bbm'd them telling them that i'm fine... so i put my phone down and closed my eye's.. Suddenly the house door slammed.. abdulrahman and i jumped and i screamed .. 




Abdulrahman: SHU!! 
Fares: Oh sorry sorry ma kent a3rf enkom weya b3'6
Abdulrahman: La 3adi bas zaya'3tna
Me: Ana bard beitna my friends are worried about me a7een i'm sure ..
Fares: Haaa shu kento tsawoon
Abdulrahman: Faroos chub .. Jawaher 5aleeny awa9lch ok
Me: La 3adii 3adii .. baseer roo7ee
Abdulrahman: LA2! ana lazim aseer weyach its dark outside
Me: ok (laugh)


We walked and talked for a bit .. Abdulrahman suddenly grabbed my hand .. i tried letting go .. but i didn't want to .. we stood outside our house door ..


Abdulrahman: Jawaher
Me: Yah?
Abdulrahman: Jawaher ana a7bch .. mob bas mn elyoum ... mn sea world !! .. it brought us together ..
Me: (blushing) i'll see you tomorrow abdulrahman
Abdulrahman: Jawaher (bends down and got his face closer to mine) .. Jawaher .. anaa .. 


i can feel the adrenaline rush through my veins .. so soft .. so agggghhhh!! ..  his kiss.. 


Me: (laughs) looks like i'm too short for u and u should carry me..
Abdulrahman: i'm already carrying you in my heart ... 
Me: (blushing) See you (and i went into the house)








His words...........
Took my breath away...

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

'Til death do us part - Chapter 5

Walking through my neighborhood alone , listening to " Chris Brown forever " .. i can feel like someone is following me .. i turned around and it was him... i can see him running towards me .. its Abdulrahman...

Abdulrahman: Jawaher waaait ana a7bch jawaher plsss 9bryyy ... ana abaaach

as he got closer to me i can see his face change to someone who looks very familiar ... i started walking backwards till i fell into this empty whole ..

Eman: Jawaher WAKE UP ! 
Me: Waaaat (rubbing my eyes trying to remember if it was a dream or not)
Eman: What happened to you a8la8teeeny
Me: ohh rgdt sorry knt ta3bana ams 
Eman: Ok yalla we need to cook us some breakfast and clean the house 
Me: Ok 

So i got up went to the toilet, wore my victoria secret shorts and a polo shirt and went downstairs to get the breakfast done.. after finishing with the breakfast i took the trash out..


Abdulrahman: 9AABAA7 EL 5AAIR !!
Me: Heyy neighbor 9aba7 el noor
Abdulrahman: Sha5barch?
Me: B5aair Wntaa??
Abdulrahman: B5aair.. Laish tshlen el zebalah.. Gooleely ana bashla 3anch '3air hal mara
Me: La 3adi i'm use to it its not like its my first time
Abdulrahman: HAHA bas 7ata wa-low
Voice coming from inside abdulrahmans house: BU 3OF ! BU 3OF!
Abdulrahman: Haaa
Voice: Agooolk wain t76 el shkar 
Abdulrahman: el kabat ely 3dal el thalaja
Voice: Nzain sh7aga wagef bara3 tkalem mnu
Abdulrahman: Ma7ad
Voice: Yalla 3ad 
Abdulrahman: Ma7ad 9dg mob lazim tee 
Voice: Haih trms yarana haa 5alny aslm 3laih 
Abdulrahman: lala raw7 
Voice: Lala baaasaaal....JAWAHER!!
Me: MARWAN !
Abdulrahman: T3rfon b3'6
Marwan: Haih .. 
Abdulrahman: Kaif ba3ad
Marwan: Ma6ar
Abdulrahman: Ahaa..
Me: 3abdlra7man at7arak saken weya Ra..
Abdulrahman: T5asy tasken weyayeh hay el g*7ba
Me: (exhales) .. Fa enteh w marwan sakneen weya b3'6
Abdulrahman: Haih oo Fares ba3ad 
Me: Oh ok 
Eman: 7asha Jawaher mn mta entee bara3 come back in lets wake up ghaya
Me: ok ... yala u guys i have to go 
Abdulrahman: Jawaher lets go out today 
Me: uhh
Abdulrahman: don't worry not a date ... just ka rab3 
Me: Sure for lunch maybe 
Abdulrahman: Zaain
Marwan: Can i join ?
Abdulrahman: Enteh ed5al da5el el beit .. and to answer your question NO..
Me: See you


so i walked into the house and started to thinking about my dream .. OMG MARWAN WAS THE GUY WHO WAS GETTING CLOSER WHEN IT ALL STARTED OFF WITH ABDULRAHMAN'S FACE OMG! 

Eman: Jawaher shu knty tsaween bara3
Me: Mashay just talking to our neighbor
Eman: oh ok
_______________(Abdulrahman)_______________

Me: Fa hee haay ely gltly 3anha
Marwan: ya5y de5lat galby hal bent.. wenteh kaif t3rfha 
Me: Wallah 3rft'ha el 3am kanat a freshmen f UCLA 
Marwan: Bas mob chank kent f San Diego Uni
Me: Haih tara chft'ha f Sea world
Marwan: aywa chy ya3ni.. fa you transferred to UCLA 3ashanha ?
Me: La may59a 
Marwan: 3abdlra7man .. gooli .. na7na a7een n3rf b3'6 mn gabel ma t6la3lna awal sha3ra fe ba6na 
Me: hahahahhahaha ya5y i love your sense of humor 
Marwan: Yala ana baseer awa3y faroos 


Marwan a7een 3aybtneh Jawaher w da5la galba .. bas ana a7bha .. and i was planning on dumping Razan tonight.. ana ma chd 7abait Razan .. w 6ab3an kanat t5ooni .. it wont hurt me .. bas 7ata walow she needs to respect me .. 5ala9 after my lunch with Jawaher i'm gonna dump Razan, and take Jawaher out for dinner on friday and tell her how i feel towards her.. knt kl ma achofha f mkna an5ash mnha ma abaha tchoofnii.. knt achoofha w he t'67ak .. w he t3any with her studies ... knt marat al7agha bdon mat7s .. THIS IS HOW MUCH I LOVE HER 
A7bhaa yaa naas... hal bent m5abeltby.. sa7rtny b7bhaa .. THAAAB7TNYYY !! ABAAHAA !! SHE IS MY FUTURE .. SHE'S THE ONE WHO COMPLETES ME.. SHES MY DREAM .. SHE'S MY LIFE ! ... 5alooni bas laain shahar 12 wallah la a56bha mn ubooha .. Ahh Ya Jawaher .. A7bch ... Klmat a7bch shwy 3alaich .. 

'Til death do us part - Chapter 4


it was a GORGEOUS 
Birkin 
Togo Leather 
Tricolor (Orange, Black, Plum)

that was the 1st thing that caught my eye, well I have a thing for fashion, I fashion is MY LIFE! anyways as I looked up our new neighbor turned out to be that b*tch.. is she like following me everywhere .. I felt like throwing the cupcakes and just leave, but i'm wiser than that


Me: Hey welcome to the neighborhood 
Razan: Thanks...
Me: Here you go this is something we always do whenever someone moves into the neighborhood 
Razan: Bree Van de Camp I see ... BABY! can you please come take this thing from (scans me from top to bottom) from her  
Me: My name is Jawaher remember
Razan: Yah that’s wat I said

Why do you think she's talking to me in this way.. well Razan and I we're like friends since senior year in high school, we moved to LA together, 1st lived in an apartment for like 3 months, and it all happened, you know people say once you live with someone you get to know them really well and how they are, turns out Razan was a two-faced b*tch well I had this thing for a guy and he did have a thing for me also we went out ONCE, well she got jealous and came between us and u know.. anyways 

Abdulrahman: Mnu 3nd el baab ?
Razan: Someone who's not that important
Abdulrahman: Oh .. Jawaher .. Laaish ma glteeelty enh Jawaher hnii !! 
Razan: We'll she's not that important 
Abdulrahman: She is important to me, w momken mat7eeseen lsaanich STOP PRETENDING TO BE AN AMERICAN ! Sorry Jawaher..
Me: Np
Abdulrahman: Razan please go unpack my stuff
Razan: No! 
Abdulrahman: Razan seery! 
Me: Lala 3adii i'm leaving now anyways 
Abdulrahman: Laa Jawaher plss tmyy 
Me: Its ok, I live next door 
Abdulrahman: WALLAH !! enzain plss tmyy 3ashani
Me: La 3adii I have to work anyways 
Abdulrahman: Hmm ok .. Lets have dinner once 
Me: Sure.. You take care
Abdulrahman: Entee ba3ad take care WAYED WAYED WAYED


It was so weird.. I felt like crying when I saw him.. Abdulrahman was the 1st guy I fell in love with.. I knw I knw I said what would it feel like if I fell in love with someone, well it slipped my mind cuz it wasn't that important, it was something that happened in the past.. 

ANYWAYS! I got baak home and all I thought about was him.. he brought baak good memories.. we started off as friends and it was just one date ... but I don't know .. So Ghaya got back home, and told me about our new neighbors, they were newlyweds from New York that wat all I can remember her saying .. Abdulrahman was running through my mind.. the 1st time I bumped into him was at Sea World San Diego .. it was a HOTT SUMMER, he just had his shorts on and his shirt on his shoulder, has a built body.. tanned.. tall .. he had a typical guy hair and a messy beard .. I remember looking at him with my mouth open so shocked .. he looked at me with a bad boy grin on his face, he had braces on .. when we went to see the Shamu the killer whale show my friends and I sat at the wet zone .. and there were these local guys in front of us they were looking for one more seat for their friend the only one seat was available was next to mine, I just put my bag and just ignored them.. one of the guys started calling out Abdulrahman's name I turned around and saw him omg I just grabbed my stuff and wanted him to just sit next to me.. and he did .. I can remember grabbing on to him cuz I was so scared, he was laughing and telling me not to.. after the show we talked exchanged numbers.. and that was that ..


anyways enough about the past and my thoughts .. Typical Ben barges into my room with magazines and chocolate .. 

Ben: Omg those Louboutins are amazing, you should get this .. and those earring from Van Cleef .. Jay ? Hello ..? .. Wats wrong with u !
Me: Haa .. oh no nothing I just miss my parents 
Ben: Awww (hugs me)

I really did miss them but Abdulrahman was on my mind .. I couldn't tell Ben that he lives next to with that b*tch.. I just stayed quiet and smiled.. It really bothered me that they both lived together .. so Ben and I looked through the magazines he brought, with out knowing I fell asleep ...