Wednesday, July 13, 2011

'til death do us part - Chapter 27

Why did he do that? What will Abdulrahman say? What would he do if i told him? Did i like get raped?
I'm so scared .. this wasn't suppose to happen, how can he do that to his best friend ? why did he do that ?  but he was with his girlfriend ! i can't tell anyone about this, what if i get pregnant and Abdulrahman then finds out that its not his baby!? I need to meet up with him ask him why did he do that and what might happen!

Abdulrahman: Jawaher!
Me: Ha?
Abdulrahman: Shfech u zoned out faj2ah
Me: La mashay
Abdulrahman: Are you sure?
Me: Yah 
Abdulrahman: Hmm shay mthaygench ?
Me: La i guess its my time of the month again 
Abdulrahman: oh ok 7abeeby, bakheth a7mad Ww bawadyh el Pier bala3ba shiwayah, bateen ma3ana?
Me: La mafeya bas t7amal 3alaih okay?
Abdulrahman: Nshalla 
Me: Ww kheth a'3ratha 7a6hom fel sayara incase you need it 
Abdulrahman: ok 7abeeby

I gave him Ahmeds bag, he took Ahmed kissed me on my cheeks and said " I love you 3yoonee " and left.. I felt like crying.. i started shaking as they walked away, and dove off..  i have to do it.. i need to know why did he do that to me, i'll be carrying thing for the rest of my life, i'm scared i don't know what to do, i'm really depressed i dont want to ruin my marriage.. i love Abdulrahman.. i don't want to lose him.. 

*rings*
Voice: Aloo
Me: Marwan ....