'Til death do us part - Chapter 23

Abdulrahman: Gooomy yalla
Me: mafya abdulrahman met-hayza
Abdulrahman: yalla 3ad since when do u say no to shopping
Me: mnoo baytem weya a7mad
Abdulrahman: banakhtha weyana
Me: khalas ok go prepare a7mads bag and baseer abadil malabsee
Abdulrahman: Ok

the 1st day of spring break i've been waiting for this holiday, but for some reason i am totally not in the mood to go out.. bas 3ashan kha6er abdulrahman i will, so we're planning on going to south coast plaza at irvine. its a 60 minute drive.. As we got there it was time for ahmeds lunch. we sat in a small coffee shop abdulrahman had his coffee while i was feeding ahmed .. after that we went and shopped its been a really long time since i shopped for myself all i ever thought about was my son and my husband. my 1st stop was hermes ofc, i went in asked for all the bags they had available, and omg every bag i wanted they had available,

Me: 3abdlra7man shoo tishoof a7la akheth the kelly or constance
Abdulrahman: khethy ethneinat'hom

Me: La shu one is enough 

Abdulrahman: Jawaher come on latest7een ana raylech khethy ely tbaainah enshalla lo 20 bags 

Me: Ok enteh gooli which one a5eth 

Abdulrahman: khethey el brown wl gold 7deed, el beige hay oo om el skin 

Me: Ok so the brown constance with the gold hardware, the birkin and the kelly pls

Sales person: Sure ma'am

Abdulrahman: mashalla 3alaich you still have ur fashion sense 

Me: akeed 7abeeby 

Abdulrahman: (laughs) nzein shoo ba3ad fekha6erch 

Me: Its your turn now, 

Abdulrahman: U'll get me a bag (straight face)

Me: (laughs) noo, amm excuse me for him i would like to have those slippers, the navy blue belt and these two shirts in medium 

Abdulrahman: (laughs) my wife knows me well

Sales person: (laughs)  i'm sure she does, i'll prepare all your items at the front

After we finished from hermes abdulrahman said he'll take the bags to the car, he took a really long time i tried calling him it takes me straight to voice mail, i took ahmed and went to where we parked and saw him

Abdulrahman: We're leaving yalla 

Me: laish sho mestewy

Abdulrahman: Rekbey el sayara now 

Me: mabaa lain matgoolee shoo mestewyy

Abdulrahman: Jawaher rekbey el sayara  bagoolch fel 6ereej 

Me: fine ..

We drove the whole way back silently..

No words..

Nothing...

What happened... 

'Til death do us part - Chapter 22

My friends and i went to Arizona for the weekend to visit some of our friends who were there, jawaher was with ahmed in L.A, her friend eman stayed with her while i was gone.. my friends and i had a great time in Arizona.. as we got back to LA i dropped my friends and went straight to our house, i saw Eman and Ghaya's car parked outside the house, i opened the house door and started calling for my wife

Me: UM A7MAD ! Um A7mad ! .. Jawaher !
Ben: Hey! welcome back! hows arizona!
Me: (shocked) Gd where is my wife
Ben: Oh she's just giving ahmed a bath

i ran straight upstairs to the nursery room, and started knocking at the toilet door

Jawaher: 3abdlra7man ! 7mdla 3asalama 7abeeby
Me: Jawaher shu gaylilch ana !
Jawaher: Shu (confused face)
Me: El 7ayawan ha shu ysawy f beitna !
Jawaher: Mno ha?
Me: El khaneeth !
Jawaher: Wallah madry ana asb7 a7mad, ymkn ya w ana fog
Me: Choofee Jawaher .. ana hal ensan ma abah ytgarab mnch Ntyy wla mn wldy ! en chfteh marathanyeh wallah ba7wsheh mn el beit !
Jawaher: Ok barmes Eman
Me: Nzain ana ba6la3 baroo7 a5thley akel yoom bayrw7 ha call me
Jawaher: 3abdlra7man enta ta3ban stay at home atleast here w ana bayeeblek el akel fog
Me: La jawaher ma6eej el beit yoom ha mawjood
Jawaher: Khalas ely tchoofa 7abeeby

she kissed me on my cheeks and i left, i hate having seeing or having gay men around me, i feel disgusted, ugh ma7s eni mrtaaaaa7 !.. so i'm cruising around, m7taaar ma3rf shu akel, oo YO3AN!! .. i drove all the way to Santa Monica then went to Malibu and then got a BB message from Jawaher "Ghaya and Ben left Eman ba3adha hnee etha tab'3ee tee Ww a3rf enk ma t3ashait i have your dinner here waiting for you" my wife knows me well haha.. i drove back home and went straight to the kitchen, eman and jawaher were cleaning the dishes and i sat infront of the TV on the floor watching cartoons and having my dinner..

Me: Jawaher i want coke!
Jawaher: No
Me: Jawaher pleeeeaaasse!
Jawaher: No
Me: Jaa-wa-herrrrrr
Eman: (laughing) ur husband sounds like a kid
Jawaher: I know (laughing)
Me: Jawa-herrrrr
Jawaher: Fine but ur not drinking the whole can
Me: Ok

After i finished having my dinner eman left, and jawaher washed my plate and came and sat with me, and told me that Eman will talk to Ben, i really feel bad for jawaher, bas ana asawy hal shai 7ag ma9la7at'ha and ma9la6at waladna, i don't want my son to grow up being influenced buy him.. I am just doing the right thing for my family......

'Til death do us part - Chapter 21

Me: Oh my god abdulrahman what are you doing!
Abdulrahman: Well i was playing with the PS3 and ahmed started crying, so i picked him up and tried to calm him down but he wouldnt stop crying, so i just sat down put him on my chest and he calmed down and slept and i continued playing with my PS3 and h slept..
Me: (laughing) .. ARE YOU SERIOUS!
Abdulrahman: Shhh Batwa3eeneh ..
Me: (laughing) ok let me take him to his crib 


so i carried ahmed and took him to his crib .. abdulrahman surprised me when we came back to america with ahmeds room, i was speechless, the whole room was baby blue and clouds on the ceiling, i dont really knw how to describe the place but i was speechless.. i went back down to ahmed and i suddenly see 


Ben: SURPRISE! (typical gay voice)
Me: OMG! wat are you guys doing here its been ages !!
Summer: I know since u got married and had your baby u were bsy woth your "boys"
Me: Wat does that suppose to mean? (laughing)
Ben: (looking at Summer) Jealous much Summer ?
Me: (laughing) so how are you guys i missed you sooo much! 


so we when on talking and they updated me with the " gossip " but i felt like i'm over wat they had with the boys etc.. maybe becoz  im married now i dont really know ELMOHIM im glad to see my friends as i'm majoring in interior design, atleast i'll get to see my son now, it was a tough decision to make, i really loved studying mechanical engineering but i use to study all day and barely go out, like i did at sometimes anyways, interior designing is like my next thing on my bucket list, so anyways i took them to ahmeds room and showed them the place and my prince, they asked me out for dinner but i couldn't leave my prince and my king alone again, as i left today to shop for Ahmed with Eman.. 

Abdulrahman: Jawaher

Me: 3yooni 

Abdulrahman: 7abeebeee bagoolch shai bas latz3leen

Me: Okay..

Abdulrahman: Jawaher i don't want you to hang out with Ben 

Me: (shocked) leish?

Abdulrahman: Bas 7abeeebeee ok

Me: Hmm Nshalla 

he kissed me on my forehead and then went upstairs to ahmed and i stayed in the kitchen to prepare the stuff to start cooking dinner but i was also thinking about what abdulrahman said, which was so weird and random... he came back downstairs and helped me with dinner.. and i wanted to ask him but i was too scared to, maybe something happened between them or something i don't know, if he brings it up again i'll ask him so anyways on todays menu is roasted chicken and buttered rice, and this is actually the 1st time abdulrahman and i will try to do this .. lets hope it all turns out good and delicious !