Monday, March 12, 2012

'Til death do us part - Chapter 33 (Finale 1/2)

2011 ended really bad with the split up of Abdulrahman and I, but 2012 is even worse.. fighting for custody, arguments between both families.. However Ahmed and i haven't spoken .. In mid February i won sole custody of Ahmed.. When the judge told us that i first turned around and looked at Abdulrahman, his face was pale and blank.. i teared up just looking at him, he looked at me smiled and walked away.. who ever knew that after one year of getting married I'd be a single about to be divorced mother.. I never wanted this to happen.. our families being so stubborn causing all this.. i love Abdulrahman and i do want him back, if he doesnt want me i'd rather have shared custody than sole custody of Ahmed.. My baby needs to be with his father !


Me: Ubooya mumkn aklm Abdulra7man shwy
Dad: La2

Me: No dad i have to, no matter wat he's still the father of me son!
Dad: Jawaher geltlij la2
Me: You can't make me .. Abdulra7man!
Dad: Jawaher!

I ran to Abdulrahman held his hand and told him

" no matter wat i'll always love you, ur the love of my life and the father of my son,  non of our parents can do anything to make us live apart i know you dont want me anymore but we still have a7mad and he's the only one who'll keep as connected to each other "

Abdulrahman: I'll always love you jawaher, but you already signed the divorce papers, I'm on my way to sign them now thats wat our parents want, u'll be a good mother to a7mad lat7ateen
Dad: Yes jawaher he's doing the right thing 
Me: No he's not! abdulra7man i love u can't live without you, a7mad needs his father in his life ! hes almost 1 now he needs you ! Dad do something please ! dont ruin the life i always wanted, i was happy with abdulra7man how could one thing just do all this to us !
Abdulrahman: 3ami..
Dad: Tbaha el bent?
Abdulrahman: Haih 
Abdulrahmans Dad: Abdulrahman mt2akd ?
Abdulrahman: Haih ubooyh
Dad: 3eyal twaklo