'Til death do us part - Chapter 31

Negative?

Mmm is she trying to get pregnant again or what?

Me: JAWAHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jawaher: Na3aaam?

Me: NA3AMA TARFS A7MAD TA3ALY HNYYYY!!

Jawaher: Shoo glt!

Me: Ta3aly!

Jawaher: Shoo?

Me: Shu ha?

Jawaher: Pregnancy test

Me: Mat2adabty!

Jawaher: Mn shoo?

Me: Jawaher a7mad is enough why do you want to get pregnant again?

Jawaher: I'm not .. its just i'm late i thought i was pregnant

Me: Zein!

Jawaher: Leish dont you want us to have another baby?

Me: No..

Jawaher: ..oh

Me: Not for now lets wait at least 3 years

Jawaher: But thats too much Abdulra7man

Me: 7abeebee u've had a rough year lets just wait 

Jawaher: Okay

(ahmed cries)

Jawaher: Wldk ely batrfsa al na3ama y9ee7 

Me: Adry, taraha rafstnah

Jawaher: Baseerla

Me: Laaa2 matroo7eela

Jawaher: Abdulra7man 7aram 3alaik

Me: Bayskt ww bayrd ynam 

Jawaher: 7aram 3alaik

Me: Shhhhhh bayaskt ma3alaich

Jawaher: wldy 7araam

Me: hathoo skat

Jawaher: ok i'm going to my yoga class tc of my baby 

Me: ok marwan bayeeni

Jawaher: shu yba ba3ad haa

Me: ha? laish cheeee tgooleen

Jawaher: ma gmt arta7la

Me: Leish?

Jawaher: Ma3rf

Me: Sawa feech shai?

Jawaher: La2

Me: Jawaher

Jawaher: Nothing happened and if something did bakhaberk

Me: Ok 7abeeebee TC

Jawaher rushed down stairs, i can feel it that something happened 

Jawaher: Abdulra7man! MARWAN W9AL!

Me: YA'AY

Jawaher: BYE!

i carried a7mad and took him downstairs to the living room

Marwan: ABDULRA7MAN!

Me: Ta3aal ana fl meelas

Marwan: (laughs) achoofk ur baby sitting

Me: shasawy ba3ad 

Marwan: (laughs) .. yakhy bas malait aba ard elblad

Me: 7ata ana, yalla ma bga shay ww banrd 

Marwan: Entoo ana ba3adny 3al a8al sina ou n9

Me: allah y3eenk.....

For some weird reason i feel like punching the guy.. i dont know why .. i feel like something happened between the both of them and jawaher doesnt want to tell me

Me: Marwan aba as2alk ww allah ykhaleek jawebny abkl 9ara7a

Marwan: Shoo?

Me: Shay stwa beink ww bein 7rmty?

Marwan: (hesitates) la leish he gayltlk shay?

Me: Haih bas aba asma3 mn 6arafk

Marwan: Wallah ma3rf sho agoolk

i had to like i had a feeling something did happen

Me: Gool na7na akhwan ww mabeina shay

Marwan: Okai.. tathker yome chfnakom fe Disney Land

Me: Haih..

Marwan: Choof ana bakhaberk lanek ukhooyeh ww 3azeeez 3alya lazm akhaberk

Me: Shoo nzain

Marwan: Chft Jawaher ww.........................................

'Til death do us part - Chapter 30

Eman: Positive or negative nothing will change what happened to you
Jawaher: I know eman, i'm so scared!
Me: Estahday b2allah ya bent el 7alaal it wont be positive i'm sure
Jawaher: How many minutes bagy
Me: Its suppose to show up no...
Jawaher: EMAN LOOK!
Me: Ah 7emdillah !
Jawaher: Please don't tell anyone what i told you eman bainy ww bainch. PLEASE!
Me: Don't worry your secret is safe with me
Jawaher: But why am i late? why do i get cramps?
Me: 3ady it happens
Abdulrahman: Jawaher!
Jawaher: Oh shit throw the things away i dont want him to know i took a pregnancy test
Me: ok
Jawaher: Na3am!

Jawaher rushed to her husband, i grabbed the things, put them into the plastic bag and threw it in the garbage and left the toilet and to my surprise

Me: Marwan!
Marwan: Hala Eman
Me: ahh shoo tesawy hinee?
Marwan: Abdulrahman ya'ay yakhth a'3ratha min al beit
Me: aha wein ray7een?
Marwan: al gym
Me: cool
Marwan: Eman .. jawaher khaberatch shay?
Me: Like wat?
Marwan: Anything ?
Me: No why?
Marwan: bas 2s2al .. met2akdah ma khaberatch shay?
Me: Heih shu batkhaberny mathalan?
Marwan: Madree
Abdulrahman: Oh! Eman ntyyy hneee??? Jawaher ma khaberatny
Me: *laughs* yalla baroo7lha
Abdulrahman: yalla you girls have fun

i left and rushed to Jawaher, stayed quiet until i heard the door slam

Me: IMAGINE !!
Jawaher: wat?
Me: Marwan si2alnee ithaa entee khabarteeny shay?
Jawaher: WAT! LIKE WAT!? DID YOU TELL HIM?
Me: WAT! NO! Bas tam yigoolee are you sure she didnt tell you anything
Jawaher: I'll text him!
Me: NO! DONT! WAT IF ABDULRAHMAN SEE'S HIS PHONE!
Jawaher: Hmm.. 9dgch
Me: Ww bay3rf enh i told you and i might know something about what happened
Jawaher: heih 9a7.. But wat if marwan tells him, like belghalat?
Me: Dont worry he won't i know marwan
Jawaher: kay...

'til death do us part - Chapter 29

Secrets, why are they so hard to keep.. eventually i will have to tell abdulrahman about what happened between me and marwan, but things will turn out bad.. Abdulrahman loves marwan so much i dont want to ruin their friendship.. Not only their friendship but our marriage!..  I should just keep things to myself i mean come on Abdulrahman has secrets of his own doesn't he? ..

Abdulrahman: Ho! Ayh! Jawaher shfeech?
Me: Ha ??
Abdulrahman: Sa7anah shay feech? shay y3wrch?
Me: mm la bas mtwalha 3a haly
Abdulrahman: Fdeeeitch yalla ma bga shai 10 more days ww bayoona
Me: heih nshalla
Abdulrahman: Okay ana ba6la3 shway weyah alshabab
Me: Ok tc

He left i grabbed my iPhone and called Eman told her to come over, i threw my phn next to me, i got up to play with Ahmed 'til eman arrives

*iPhone rings*
Me: hala eman
Eman: agoolch im passing by CVS to get some stuff do you need anything mn hnak ?
Me: Salamtch get here quick em! i miss you!!!
Eman: *laughs* okaay Juju

i put my phn down and ahmed touched my phn and started playing with it, i took it away from him and saw the period track app on.. the number on my screen caught my attention, i felt like i couldn't breath i called Eman back

Eman: I'm almost done Jawaher lhal daraja you miss me
Me: Eman....
Eman: shoo feech?????!! are you okay!!?
Me: Can you please get me ..
Eman: Latst7eeeen shoo tbeinn amreee Ntyyy
Me: a pregnancy test ..
Eman: Laish! are you pregnant !
Me: I don't know, I'm 16 days late ...

'til death do us part - Chapter 28

Me: Jawaher i can hold myself, i love u from the 1st time i set my eyes on you..
Jawaher: But im married !
Me: I know Jawaher, please basaweelch ayshay just leave Abdulrahman Ww ana bat8adamlch Ww bareby a7mad wiyach
Jawaher: Rayly Ww a7ibah, ma aba akhsara are u crazy !
Me: Jawaher please
Jawaher: Marwan khalas ! please leave me and my family alone ! As much as i want to tell Abdulrahman wat you did i dont want to jeopardize your friendship with him, he sees you as your best-friend your brother, he actually talks about you more than his son.. What u did was so low of you..
Me: Dkheeelich jawaher please abach
Jawaher: Well too bad.. you really really put that black dot in my life i never expected it..
Me: Ana asf Jawaher
Jawaher: What about your girlfriend that you were with, eh you know what i have to go, dont you ever get close to me or my son


She got up and left, without leaving me to say something.. What i did was wrong.. but i cant hold myself towards her.. she's the one i really love, why didn't she wait 'til she finished her studies, laish abdulrahman esta3yal ww khathaha, what she said she really ment it, she wouldnt call me and ask to meet up.. Thoughts running through my mind.. Regrets..


Abdulrahman: Bo 7i9aa! Oy ! marwano balak! tfaker femno
Me: Sho tsawee entih ehneeh
Abdulrahman: Ya'ay akhthly starbucks, achoufk mn rb3 sa3ah yals Ww sar7an Wazager 3alaik mob mentibeh tefaker fel 3asheegah ha?
Me: La yabooy ay 3asheegah
Abdulrahman: Hatheech ely kanat weyak fDisney
Me: Haih Haih ya 3abdlra7man ra7at hatheech khalaas
Abdulrahman: Afaa
Me: Egrb
Abdulrahman: Lala barw7 ana 3alyeh assignment lazim aslmeh wara bacher
Me: enchoufk 3eyal


Abdulrahman left.. when he asked abt the "3asheegah" i was really talking about his wife, and really felt bad, i looked at my phn and scrolled through the pictures and there was a pic of her i kept starring at for a while clicked on the delete button, Jawaher nadra ma balga bent mithlha.. A7bhaa 

'til death do us part - Chapter 27

Why did he do that? What will Abdulrahman say? What would he do if i told him? Did i like get raped?

I'm so scared .. this wasn't suppose to happen, how can he do that to his best friend ? why did he do that ?  but he was with his girlfriend ! i can't tell anyone about this, what if i get pregnant and Abdulrahman then finds out that its not his baby!? I need to meet up with him ask him why did he do that and what might happen!

Abdulrahman: Jawaher!

Me: Ha?

Abdulrahman: Shfech u zoned out faj2ah

Me: La mashay

Abdulrahman: Are you sure?

Me: Yah 

Abdulrahman: Hmm shay mthaygench ?

Me: La i guess its my time of the month again 

Abdulrahman: oh ok 7abeeby, bakheth a7mad Ww bawadyh el Pier bala3ba shiwayah, bateen ma3ana?

Me: La mafeya bas t7amal 3alaih okay?

Abdulrahman: Nshalla 

Me: Ww kheth a'3ratha 7a6hom fel sayara incase you need it 

Abdulrahman: ok 7abeeby

I gave him Ahmeds bag, he took Ahmed kissed me on my cheeks and said " I love you 3yoonee " and left.. I felt like crying.. i started shaking as they walked away, and dove off..  i have to do it.. i need to know why did he do that to me, i'll be carrying thing for the rest of my life, i'm scared i don't know what to do, i'm really depressed i dont want to ruin my marriage.. i love Abdulrahman.. i don't want to lose him.. 

*rings*

Voice: Aloo

Me: Marwan .... 

'til death do us part - Chapter 26

What is taking her so long, 15 minutes in the toilet? oh rite how can i forget she's a girl, girls take that long la akthar.. batraya 5 more minutes and if shes not back im going to go check wainha .. i looked at a7mad el 6fs m6al3ly lsaneh i started laughing and did the same back..
Finally here she comes

Me: Weein Re7teeee?!!!
Jawaher: (plants a warm soft kiss on my lips, looks at me with her sparkly eyes)  Shoo ba3ad wein kent u know (bites her lips)
Me: (confused,fake laugh) Jawaher 3a6eeny dgayeg bas barooo7 al7amam w barja3
Jawaher: Ok 7abeeby

I went to the toilet, finished my business and went to wash my hands, rf3t rasy and saw my reflection on the mirror.. and marwan comes out from one of the toilet cubicles

Me: Marwan!
Marwan: Bu A7mad hala hala
Me: Shoo tsawee hnee
Marwan: Hay rbee3tee 7asherteny tab'3ee tee disney land mn mita glt yala enrooo7 elyoum
Me: Zein wallah mtwalh 3alaik yakhee wein manshoofk
Marwan: wallah na7na ely manshoofk enteh ya rayal ana msh'3ool weya el drasa 6frt bas aba ard alblad ta3al shakhbarah a7mad?
Me: Wallah tamaaam elyoum yaybeeneh hnee mstaaans ta3al banroo7la

So on our way to jawaher my and son marwan and i catched up on wat has been going on with studies etc, as we got to the table jawaher was preparing a7mads milk

Me: Jawaher, Marwan yay ychoof A7mad
Jawaher: Oh Hala Marwan
Marwan: Mar7ba Om A7mad shakhbarech
Jawaher: el 7emdella ent shakhbarek
Marwan: Bekhair el7emdella Mashalla el rayal kebar
Me: Chft 3ad, yalla mta dork enteh teebelna el kha6eebeh
Marwan: ya rayal e9ber 3aleina shwy khalny a5l9 w ard elblad w asht'3l wy9eer khair lein ba3dain
Me: (laughing) Asmeek enteh
Marwan: Yalla 7abeebee tamerna 3a shai?
Me: Salamtek keep in touch ha
Marwan: Akeed, yala m3asalama
Me & Jawaher: Ma3asalama

So Marwan left and then the fireworks started going off, a7mad was so scared that he started crying.. we rushed to the car so that he calms down and just sleep, jawaher stayed in the back seat trying to put ahmed to sleep while i was driving

Jawaher: My chauffeur..
Me: Yes Mrs Abdulrahman Al x
Jawaher: I'm hott
Me: Yes Ma'am u r, ur man is lucky to have u (posh brit accent)
Jawaher: No i'm hot as in turn up the ac
Me: (laughing) Nshalla  3amoh ay awamer thanya
Jawaher: Haih, i'm kinda feeling sexy
Me: 10 minutes oo wa9leen !
Jawaher: (laughs) hold ur horses i think today was a long day (has a crooked evil smile on her face)
Me: wats with that smile and yes it was
Jawaher: u know (winks)
Me: know wat?
Jawaher: After the toilet wat happened
Me: u came and kissed me
Jawaher: no before that
Me: U went to the toilet
Jawaher: (confused) 3abdlra7man after the toilet and before kissing u wat happened
Me: you walked, are you trying to confuse me or something (laughs)
Jawaher: (fake laugh) No .. yalla 7mdla 3a salamatna im gonna take A7mad to his room wentah yeeb a'3ra'6a
Me: Dont forget the baby speakers
Jawaher: ohh zain u reminded me

She got down and took a7mad with her, she said something about after the toilet and before kissing me what happened? i joked around about her walking but she hand a confused face, probably she had some other joke in mind and she thought it was lame or did something really happen? 

'Til death do us part - Chapter 25

So Abdulrahman filed a restraining order against Razan.. and we havent seen her ever since that thing she did.. i thank god for that rumor has it she left the country and went back to Dubai, and others say she just moved away to a different state.. who knws and who cares, Baby a7mad is getting older and said his 1st 2 words " mama " and "baba" .. and today we're planning on going to Disney Land a7mad adores mickey mouse .. 3abdlra7man and i had our lunch, fed a7mad packed his things and off we went to Disney Land. The last time i've been there almost 13 years ago .. i used to get all jumpy and excited as we got there we were on time for the show i can see Abdulrahman carrying our son on his shoulders all bouncy and happy and ahmed clapping i looked away for a few seconds and saw from a distance Marwan glaring at me, i felt like something i dont really know how to describe it .. Its like he has a thing for me .. i dont know how to explain it but ..

Abdulrahman: Jawaher!
Me: Ha 7abeeby
Abdulrahman: shu feech mn mta yals azrgrch wnty 9ada 3any emnu yalsa tchoofeen?
Me: La nothing mndamja achoof keif el yahal mstanseen
Abdulrahman: Heih Heih ra7at ayamna na7na kena chy n7n mestanseen mthelhom
Me: (laughs) yaah
Abdulrahman: yalla 7abeebi enroo7
Me: ok

so we put baby a7mad on his stroller and went round and marwan was on my mind, how did we knw we're here .. was it just a coincidence or what, ya3ni mosta7eel kaif ykoon hny w maykhaber 3abdlra7man

Abdulrahman: Jawaher r u ok?
Me: yah laish
Abdulrahman: La a7sbch madry keif mob mrta7a? wla shai feech shai m'6aygnch?
Me: Lala its just amm memories are coming bak to me
Abdulrahman: fdeitch (kisses me on the cheeks)

so we went around la3abna a7mad shwy and then went to have something to eat .. i've never seen ahmed so happy before and abdulrahman also he was such a kid i love that thing about him. I got up and left the table to go to the toilet for a quick makeup touch i left the toilet and felt someone  grabbing me from my hand. Covered my eyes and my mouth and pulled me back.. i kept on kicking around and crying my eyes out the only thing thats running through my mind was Ahmed what if im getting kidnapped now and i never get to see my son.. this person then put me on a chair and i opened my eyes and was in a different place i looked around me scared and speechless tears rushing to my eyes i looked to my left and ..

'Til death do us part - Chapter 24

She just has to ruin everything.. Why the hell did she show me that .. I'm sure jawaher would never do that ..ya3ni come on ! Jawaher yala tkalem shabaab she'll go party? and jawaher is very honest with me she tells me everything.. why did i even take the pictures from Razan, why am i even thinking about this ana merty w a3arefha 3adel i would never let any whore ruin my marriage.. awal ma now9al el beit i have to burn these pictures..

Jawaher: Abdulrahman
Me: Ha?
Jawaher: Sho feek 7abeeby why did we have to leave ?
Me: Mashay Jawaher
Jawaher: is it because i shopped a lot ?
Me: Laa ! that would never bother me Nty testahelian kelshay
Jawaher: then whats wrong?
Me: Mashay 7abeeby bas mazajy shwy mob ok
Jawaher: ok tebany asoog 3ank?
Me: Lala 7abeeby 3adi

We're almost close to the house, i don't want to show her that something is bothering me i'll just act normal wla chana shai mestwy, i dont want to say anything i love my wife and i love my son i dont want to lose them because of some stupid photoshopped pictures Razan showed me. finally we9alna albait now the nanny took ahmed to the nursery and jawaher helped me with the stuff..

Jawaher: 7ag al3isha teba men bara3 wella ne6ba5
Me: ellay tebainah
Jawaher: Ok im craving pizza i'll order some
Me: ok ..
Jawaher: 3abdlra7man enteh e6leb el pizza ana neseit telefony fel sayra baseer ayeeba
Me: ok sho tebein
Jawaher: hmm ayshai makel weyak

Jawaher left to get her phone and i ordered the pizza, after i was done i went upstairs to see ahmed, i dismissed his nanny its been a long day for her meskeena. i stayed with ahmed in his room playing with him.. and jawaher slowly comes into the room holding the envelop ..

Me: Jawaher!
Jawaher: What is this suppose to be
Me: Jawaher u were not suppose to see that
Jawaher: Who did this ?
Me: Jawaher i know these pictures are photoshopped
Jawaher: this was bothering you?
Me: yaah bas 3gob i thought of it and knew it was photoshopped
Jawaher: who would do this?
Me: It was razan
Jawaher: hm
Me: pls Jawaher lat'6aygain
Jawaher: wtha neshrat'hom
Me: She wont, and if she did dwaha 3endy
(door bell rings)
Jawaher: give me ahmed, see choof mno 3al bab

i went down payed the pizza guy, took the pizza to the kitchen got some drinks out and called jawaher to come down, she got ahmed with her and put it on his chair and he fell asleep, she ate her pizza silently wella 7ata kamelat her 1st piece, she sat there sar7ana, she then laid on her side grabbed her phn and started i guess BBM-ing, and this is the 1st time ever i see her like, wtf...

Me: JAWAHER ! LEISH T9EE7EN!
Jawaher: I'm not
Me: THEN WAT DO U CALL THIS (wipes her tears)
Jawaher: La bas ta3bana kent athawab
Me: jawaher wallaah i will handle this ana baraweeeha
Jawaher: La its ok
Me: shu its ok ! my wife is crying ! my wife is depressed all because of this ! wallah baraweeeha! ma ba5aleeha la titgarab mnch wla mn ay 7ad !
Jawaher: shu batsawu 3abdlra7man?
Me: bacher batchoofeen, roo7y 5ethy a7mad '3erfata
Jawaher: gooli 3abdlra7man ma nba f'6aye7
Me: Ma3alaich nty wady a7mad w ana bagoolch

Jawaher left and the 1st thing i did was call one of my friends and asked for the number of his lawyer, i'll be filing a restraining order against her, come on ya3ni this is america everyone does this.

'Til death do us part - Chapter 23

Abdulrahman: Gooomy yalla
Me: mafya abdulrahman met-hayza
Abdulrahman: yalla 3ad since when do u say no to shopping
Me: mnoo baytem weya a7mad
Abdulrahman: banakhtha weyana
Me: khalas ok go prepare a7mads bag and baseer abadil malabsee
Abdulrahman: Ok

the 1st day of spring break i've been waiting for this holiday, but for some reason i am totally not in the mood to go out.. bas 3ashan kha6er abdulrahman i will, so we're planning on going to south coast plaza at irvine. its a 60 minute drive.. As we got there it was time for ahmeds lunch. we sat in a small coffee shop abdulrahman had his coffee while i was feeding ahmed .. after that we went and shopped its been a really long time since i shopped for myself all i ever thought about was my son and my husband. my 1st stop was hermes ofc, i went in asked for all the bags they had available, and omg every bag i wanted they had available,

Me: 3abdlra7man shoo tishoof a7la akheth the kelly or constance
Abdulrahman: khethy ethneinat'hom

Me: La shu one is enough 

Abdulrahman: Jawaher come on latest7een ana raylech khethy ely tbaainah enshalla lo 20 bags 

Me: Ok enteh gooli which one a5eth 

Abdulrahman: khethey el brown wl gold 7deed, el beige hay oo om el skin 

Me: Ok so the brown constance with the gold hardware, the birkin and the kelly pls

Sales person: Sure ma'am

Abdulrahman: mashalla 3alaich you still have ur fashion sense 

Me: akeed 7abeeby 

Abdulrahman: (laughs) nzein shoo ba3ad fekha6erch 

Me: Its your turn now, 

Abdulrahman: U'll get me a bag (straight face)

Me: (laughs) noo, amm excuse me for him i would like to have those slippers, the navy blue belt and these two shirts in medium 

Abdulrahman: (laughs) my wife knows me well

Sales person: (laughs)  i'm sure she does, i'll prepare all your items at the front

After we finished from hermes abdulrahman said he'll take the bags to the car, he took a really long time i tried calling him it takes me straight to voice mail, i took ahmed and went to where we parked and saw him

Abdulrahman: We're leaving yalla 

Me: laish sho mestewy

Abdulrahman: Rekbey el sayara now 

Me: mabaa lain matgoolee shoo mestewyy

Abdulrahman: Jawaher rekbey el sayara  bagoolch fel 6ereej 

Me: fine ..

We drove the whole way back silently..

No words..

Nothing...

What happened... 

'Til death do us part - Chapter 22

My friends and i went to Arizona for the weekend to visit some of our friends who were there, jawaher was with ahmed in L.A, her friend eman stayed with her while i was gone.. my friends and i had a great time in Arizona.. as we got back to LA i dropped my friends and went straight to our house, i saw Eman and Ghaya's car parked outside the house, i opened the house door and started calling for my wife

Me: UM A7MAD ! Um A7mad ! .. Jawaher !
Ben: Hey! welcome back! hows arizona!
Me: (shocked) Gd where is my wife
Ben: Oh she's just giving ahmed a bath

i ran straight upstairs to the nursery room, and started knocking at the toilet door

Jawaher: 3abdlra7man ! 7mdla 3asalama 7abeeby
Me: Jawaher shu gaylilch ana !
Jawaher: Shu (confused face)
Me: El 7ayawan ha shu ysawy f beitna !
Jawaher: Mno ha?
Me: El khaneeth !
Jawaher: Wallah madry ana asb7 a7mad, ymkn ya w ana fog
Me: Choofee Jawaher .. ana hal ensan ma abah ytgarab mnch Ntyy wla mn wldy ! en chfteh marathanyeh wallah ba7wsheh mn el beit !
Jawaher: Ok barmes Eman
Me: Nzain ana ba6la3 baroo7 a5thley akel yoom bayrw7 ha call me
Jawaher: 3abdlra7man enta ta3ban stay at home atleast here w ana bayeeblek el akel fog
Me: La jawaher ma6eej el beit yoom ha mawjood
Jawaher: Khalas ely tchoofa 7abeeby

she kissed me on my cheeks and i left, i hate having seeing or having gay men around me, i feel disgusted, ugh ma7s eni mrtaaaaa7 !.. so i'm cruising around, m7taaar ma3rf shu akel, oo YO3AN!! .. i drove all the way to Santa Monica then went to Malibu and then got a BB message from Jawaher "Ghaya and Ben left Eman ba3adha hnee etha tab'3ee tee Ww a3rf enk ma t3ashait i have your dinner here waiting for you" my wife knows me well haha.. i drove back home and went straight to the kitchen, eman and jawaher were cleaning the dishes and i sat infront of the TV on the floor watching cartoons and having my dinner..

Me: Jawaher i want coke!
Jawaher: No
Me: Jawaher pleeeeaaasse!
Jawaher: No
Me: Jaa-wa-herrrrrr
Eman: (laughing) ur husband sounds like a kid
Jawaher: I know (laughing)
Me: Jawa-herrrrr
Jawaher: Fine but ur not drinking the whole can
Me: Ok

After i finished having my dinner eman left, and jawaher washed my plate and came and sat with me, and told me that Eman will talk to Ben, i really feel bad for jawaher, bas ana asawy hal shai 7ag ma9la7at'ha and ma9la6at waladna, i don't want my son to grow up being influenced buy him.. I am just doing the right thing for my family......

'Til death do us part - Chapter 21

Me: Oh my god abdulrahman what are you doing!
Abdulrahman: Well i was playing with the PS3 and ahmed started crying, so i picked him up and tried to calm him down but he wouldnt stop crying, so i just sat down put him on my chest and he calmed down and slept and i continued playing with my PS3 and h slept..
Me: (laughing) .. ARE YOU SERIOUS!
Abdulrahman: Shhh Batwa3eeneh ..
Me: (laughing) ok let me take him to his crib 


so i carried ahmed and took him to his crib .. abdulrahman surprised me when we came back to america with ahmeds room, i was speechless, the whole room was baby blue and clouds on the ceiling, i dont really knw how to describe the place but i was speechless.. i went back down to ahmed and i suddenly see 


Ben: SURPRISE! (typical gay voice)
Me: OMG! wat are you guys doing here its been ages !!
Summer: I know since u got married and had your baby u were bsy woth your "boys"
Me: Wat does that suppose to mean? (laughing)
Ben: (looking at Summer) Jealous much Summer ?
Me: (laughing) so how are you guys i missed you sooo much! 


so we when on talking and they updated me with the " gossip " but i felt like i'm over wat they had with the boys etc.. maybe becoz  im married now i dont really know ELMOHIM im glad to see my friends as i'm majoring in interior design, atleast i'll get to see my son now, it was a tough decision to make, i really loved studying mechanical engineering but i use to study all day and barely go out, like i did at sometimes anyways, interior designing is like my next thing on my bucket list, so anyways i took them to ahmeds room and showed them the place and my prince, they asked me out for dinner but i couldn't leave my prince and my king alone again, as i left today to shop for Ahmed with Eman.. 

Abdulrahman: Jawaher

Me: 3yooni 

Abdulrahman: 7abeebeee bagoolch shai bas latz3leen

Me: Okay..

Abdulrahman: Jawaher i don't want you to hang out with Ben 

Me: (shocked) leish?

Abdulrahman: Bas 7abeeebeee ok

Me: Hmm Nshalla 

he kissed me on my forehead and then went upstairs to ahmed and i stayed in the kitchen to prepare the stuff to start cooking dinner but i was also thinking about what abdulrahman said, which was so weird and random... he came back downstairs and helped me with dinner.. and i wanted to ask him but i was too scared to, maybe something happened between them or something i don't know, if he brings it up again i'll ask him so anyways on todays menu is roasted chicken and buttered rice, and this is actually the 1st time abdulrahman and i will try to do this .. lets hope it all turns out good and delicious ! 

'Til death do us part - Chapter 20

There she laid ..
Her golden skin glowing ..
Her long black hair behind her ..
its been a 2 weeks already ..
And there he is ..
Our son ..

I dont really know if i should be happy that i have a son now or be sad that my wife is in a coma .. i can't stand seeing here laying there .. this is getting harder more and more ..
jawaher's parents never left her side..      its just like a nightmare .. A7mad was in the NICU as he was a premature baby ..  am i gonna lose jawaher?.. 
this is just getting so hard .. 
will i be a single parent ?.. will this take years ..?


Jawahers dad: ana shai el wa7eed elee khayf mneh eneh jawaher tel7ag omha .. 
Jawahers stepmom: Fal allah wla falik ya a7mad latgool chy 
Me: 3amy mom f eedna shai nd3eelha bas 
Jawahers stepmom: 9dga 3abdlra7man 
Jawahers dad: (starts crying) ma a7b achoof benty chee mat'hon 3alaya esbo3ain fehal 7ala 


i had to leave i cant handle it .. i went to the toilet and wiped my tears away and washed my hands .. left the room and went to the NICU to see my son... i stood there and was looking at my son for 3 hours .. he had tiny hands and feet.. his diaper was huge on him which kinda looked funny .. jawahers brother in law was calling me a few times but i didnt want to answer from how depressed i am .


Nurse: Are you his father ?
Me: Yes 
Nurse: The doctor wants to see you in your wife's room he's looking for you
Me: why!
Nurse: i dont know 


my heart started pounding i got worried .. is jawaher ok? .. i walked as fast as i can .. shaking .. thoughts rushing through my mind .. this is all hard for me .. i can't really handle it .. as i opened the door .. i saw him standing there .. i did not knw wat to say .. and she was there .. i rushed towards her with tears of joy .. jawaher woke up from her coma .. i grabbed her hand and kissed it and then kissed her forehead .. i  didn't expect this .. it was just like a dream .. Jawaher was glowing .. my wife woke up and looks better than ever .. 


Jawaher: 3abdlra7man wain kent ? i've been up almost 2 hours now 
Me: sorry 7abeeby kent 3end a7mad
Jawaher: A7mad mnu ?
Me: Ma galtalech el diktora ?
Jawaher: Galatly shu?
Doctor: 7abeit akhalyk entah tkhaberha 
Me: Jawaher after you fainted you had a surgery and wladty .. it was safer for the baby
Jawaher: A c-section?
Me: yes 7abeeby
Jawaher: I'm a mother now?
Me: yes your a mother 
Jawaher : (tears up) momken ashoofa?
Doctor: Ok bakhaly w7da min al nursat teech with a wheel chair 


we took jawaher to see our son .. she put her hands into where he was in his hand grabbed her small finger .. i can see her hands shaking ..


Me: leish khayfa
Jawaher: mob m9adga enah weldy 
Me: yeshbahny 9a7
Jawaher: (laughs) laa2 yeshbahny ana 
Me: lalala ana 
Jawaher: La2 anaa la2ny omah! 
Me: (laughs) ok w ana ubooh .. khalas shu rayech n9 ana n9 entee
Jawaher: (laughs) khalas ok .. 


we stayed with a7mad for half an hour then left .. and went back to the room .. al7emdla now my everything is ok .. el ham ely knt shalna 6a7 .. jawaher and i talked about what happened in the 2 past weeks .. i still can't believe my wife is awake and talking to me ...




I love you jawaher ..

'Til death do us part - Chapter 19

Abdulra7man: a7maad mno !!

Me: Weldk

Abdulra7man: Sho ?

Me: Weldk 

Abdulra7man: 9abree 9abree khaleeny astew3eb ! .. entee 7amel eb walad ?

Me: Heih

Abdulra7man: Ww MNO EBOOOH!

Me: (bursts out laughing) Nta ba3ad mnoo (continues laughing)

Abdulra7man: Walad jawaher !

Me: Yes 7abibi walad

Abdulra7man: Nzein sho tebein?

Me: fatburger and skinny fries w bas 

Abdulra7man: shu not enough .. Hello ! 

filipino: Yes sair my i take ur order 

Abdulra7man: i want 2 double fat burger and big skinny fries !

filipino: wat abt ur drinks sir 

Abdulra7man: Coke in a can 

filipino: so 2 double fat burger, with large skinny fries, and 2 coke anything else?

Me: yah! and fat burger with skinny fries but i want i small

Abdulra7man: nono shes pregnant cancel that order she doesn't need it !

Me: 3abdlra7man! bamtan

Abdulra7man: maykhe9ch 

so we got our food went bak to my dads house and had our late night dinner, abdulra7man couldn't even sleep mn el far7a, i put on the notebook and slept.. i woke up the next day  and abdulrahman was asleep like a dead person snoring next to me, i looked at the time its 12:47 pm! i rushed to the toilet and got ready quick i've never slept till 12 .. i woke up abdulrahman and told him to atleast pray and go back to sleep .. i went down and saw my day just getting in

Dad: Jawaher tawich nasha umi?

Me: Haih baba 

Dad: Sahraneen shakelkom ha?

Me: (giggling) haih baba ba3dna Jet lagged 

he laughed kissed me and went to him room, i went looking for my step mom but she was nowhere to be found, i went back to the room and saw abdulrahman awake but he didn't look well

Me: 3abdlra7man 7abeebi sho feek?

Abdulrahman: Ta3ban jesmee y3werny w rasey bayenfejer

Me: Maybe 3ashan ur jet lagged

Abdulrahman: La jawaher ta3ban ta3ban!

i went close to him and put my hand on his forehead, it was hott ! .. i rushed to my dad and told him that abdulrahman had a fever and that he doesn't look well, he grabbed his keys and i helped abulrahman up and help him out on his kandora and rushed him to the hospital.. i was so scared, my eyes fileld with tears .. 3abdlra7man looked so sick, i never saw him this way ever .. 

Dad: Jawaher redee albeit ana batam weeya 3abdlra7man

Me: La2 oboya lazem atam weya 3abdlra7man 

Dad: jawaher baba plss redy entee 7amel ma abach tat3ebeen 

Me: dont worry baba im fine as soon as they get him into a room enta erja3 el beit w ana batem weyah 

Dad: khalas elee yraye7ch 

they took abdulrahman into a room which he'll be staying over my dad left and i stayed with him, i call om abdulrahman and told her that he's not feeling well and that he's in hospital and i'll be staying with him.. they said enahom bayoon dbai b3d el m'3arb so i'll just stay in the hospital and wait for them ..

when it got close to 6 i can see abdulrahmans parents and his sisters and younger brothers coming towards us ..

Abdulrahmans dad: 6amneeny 3ala 3abdlra7man shu 7alta ?

Me: el7mdla a7san ibooya

Abdulrahmans mom: Meta baye6la3?

Me: Ma3rf wallah bas galo baykhaloonah ilyoom alflail w etha 7alta a7san bacher bay6al3oonah 

Abdulrahmans dad: heeih a7san weinoh a7eeneh ragd?

Me: Heih raged 

Abdulrahmans mom: khalas 3eyal ma band5al 3ndeh w ne7shrah .. 

Me: tfa'6lo dakhel shay meelas 

so we went in and sat in the majlis for around 15 minutes .. i then heard abdulrahman call my name i ran to the room where he was in and his parents came after me 

Me: Salamat matshof shar 3abdlra7man 

Abdulrahman: allah ysalemch 7abeeby 

Abdulrahmans mom: salamat uboyeh 

Abdulrahman: umii shoo tsaween hny 

Abdulrahmans mom: Jawaher te9latebna w khaberatna enek fel mestashfa fa gelna nee

Abdulrahmans dad: Bu A7mad shu akhbarek !

Abdulrahman: Shdarak uboyeh a7mad

Abdulrahmans dad: Jawaher khaberat umk fa khaberatny umk taw..

that was the last thing i heard.. I felt like the world is spinning on me .. everything in front of me went blurry .. i started shaking .. i couldn't see anything in front if me, the whole place went black ...

'Til death do us part - Chapter 18

F6aim: 7AMEL !!

Mom: Mabrook uboyeh testahal

Me: Allah ybarek feech umeeh .. bas mesh tro7en tkhabren hal jawaher .. banfaj2hom

Mom: Nshalla 

Maryam: Allah i might have blonde niece or nephew 

Me: (laughing) shoo yikh9a !

Maryam: 3ashan omha mesh mwa6na .. was her mom a blonde? omg ur baby might have blue eyes!

Me: Maryoom jelby wayhech yala

Mom: Weinha Jawaher?

Me: Ra7at el '3erfa batbadel malabes'ha w baty

Mom: Roo7 choofha 6awelat 

Me: Nshalla

So we're back in the country for the summer .. my family were thrilled to knw that my wife is pregnant ..  i went upstairs and saw jawaher laying on the bed

Me: 7abeebtee sho feech?

Jawaher: come come feel this ! 

Me: Sho?

Jawaher: 7a6 yadk 3a ba6ny

Me: (placing my hand on jawahers belly) ma7s eb shai

Jawaher: Wait!!

Me: SHO HA ! BATRABEEN!!

Jawaher: (laughing) laa the baby just kicked 

Me: is it suppose to do that?!!

Jawaher: Yes 7abeebee 

Me: Can you tell me if its a boy or a girl plssss!???

Jawaher: Nop .. 

Me: Jawaher plssss aba a3rf i want to pick a name for my baby 

Jawaher: U'll knw about it after 4 months 

Me:  la 3 

Jawaher: Leish

Me: 3shan batedkhlen shaher el sads next week

Jawaher: I can't believe its been 6 months already

Me: (laughing) time flys 

Mary: Madam, sir food is ready

Me: ok tell my mother we're coming, Yala jawaher enroo7 net'3ada

Jawaher: emm i craving fish

Me: (laughing) akeed msaween

re7na t'3deina ma3a my parents and khawaty .. my younger brothers were asleep 6ab3an and my older brothers we're at their house.. jawaher haven't met my sisters in law lein a7en i hope they get along with her .. 

Dad: Jawaher ma khabarteena walad wla bent

Jawaher: Wallah 3amy..

Dad: Laa2 msh 3amy ana b7sbat obooch wntey mthel benty lazem tnadeny obooy

Jawaher: (giggling) Nshalla 

Me: Obooyeh jawaher mob 6ay3eh tgoolee etha walad wla bent 

Dad: Leish umi 

Jawaher: L2aneh kelyoom 7ashreny yeb'3y ye3rf etha walad wela bent w ana ma aba agooleh 

Dad: Bas khabreeny ana nzein beiny w beinch 

Jawaher: Khala9 chy ok

Me: Laaa mayooz chy ! ana rayelha ! 

Dad: (laughing) maykhe9ek enteh beiny w bein zojat weldy

Me: Sem3o ento obooyeh merty merty haay 

Dad: a3rf 3dna asraar ana ww he ba3ad

Maryam: Khabroonyy ana! 

Me: Chub entee yahel oo 7alj ma7ad ykhaberch shay

Maryam: Baba! choof 3abdlra7man

Dad: Maykhe9ny khabry merteh

Maryam: Jawaher!

Jawaher: (laughing) 3abdlra7man stop it

Me: Ana ma saweeit shaay 

F6aim: ifff asmeekom 7ashra

Mom: F6aim i96albay ..

Dad: Mozeh wein Sbeecheh w rgyeh?

Mom: ragdeen 6ab3an 

Me: Mno hathaila ?

Mom: Khalaf w 7amad ba3ad mno

Me: ohhh 

so after lunch, jawaher and i went to the room she slept and i went to wake up beeves and butt head .. 

Khalaf: 3ablra7man 5alna nargd ! 

Me: Gomo nesho yala!! obooyeh yanshed 3ankom!

Khalaf: Nzein teraya 10 minutes ww banesh

Me: 7amado goom nesh yalla!! 

7amad: NZAIN NZAIN!

Khalaf: Ana mareed banam 

Me: Khalaf en ma nasheit wallah batlgaah 

Khalaf: Ohoo NZAIN BAGOM!

Me: Baseer ww bard balgakom 3end oboyeh

i left them and went to the living room sat with my father and we started talking about business, politics etc.. 

Hazza3: Oh! bu3of! 7emdella 3al salmah!

Me: Hala Hala Bu Na9r allah ysalemk

Dad: (clears his throat) Wa3alaikom el salam

Hazza3: Oh Mar7ba obooyeh

Dad: Heih m3alayeh metwaleh 3a 3abdlra7man 6ab3an ma batchofnee

Hazza3: laa obooyeh bas en9edemt ma kent a3erf enahom raj3o

Dad: heih ne7na ba3ad a9ba7na chfnahom mawjoden .. yalla ana batra5a9 baro7 anam 

Hazza3: Ha shoo el draseh ?

Me: wallah tamam yala bajee seneh w n9 w bakhale9 

Hazza3: chayh ma takheth summer ? batkhale9 bisr3a 

Me: Wallah merty 7amel ww 8ararna nerja3 .. he tebany akheth summer w kanat batyls fl blad lein traby bas ma aba akhaleha 

Hazza3: heih heih el newlywed matesta'3na 3an el 7erma (laughs) 

Me: (laughing) 3abdallah safar?

Hazza3: Lala 7rmteh ba3ad 7amel bay9ayfon fel blad

Me: Wnto 

Hazza3: ba3dna ma 8ararna 

Me: zein zein

Hazza3: yala ana baroo7 3end umayah 

Hazza3 left so i went to the room and saw jawaher awake 

Me: 7abeeebee nasheity w ma zgrteny 

Jawaher: Gelt yemken ur with ur brothers ma kent aba a7sherk

Me: Heih ken yales weya Hazza3 ww r7t awa3y Khalaf ww 7amad

Jawaher: T3arf we neber some about our families

Me: T9adgeen 9a7! ok well 3abdalla is the eldest he's married to wafa and they have two kids Asma and Amal and a baby on the way.. Hazza3 is the 2nd and he's married to mona they have a boy msamena 3al waled Na9er then comes f6aim she's engaged to 7amid weld 3amy then its me 3egby is the twins Khalaf and 7amad they're 16 and then maryam she's 14 .. 

Jawaher: so thats 4 brothers and 2 sisters 

Me: Yah .. U?

Jawaher: Salama is the eldest she's married to Saif, Then comes Shamsa shes married to Sultan, 3afra is married to Yousif, 79a is married to Yem3a and 7amda is married to 3li 

Me:  u want to go visit ur family ?

Jawaher:  Yah akeed 

Me: Ok enroo7 elyoom

Jawaher: La khalha bacher 

Me: la elyoom enroo7 .. its Thursday 

Jawaher: yah 9a7 all my sisters go there on thursday .. khala9 lets go

so we went to dubai, jawahers family were all surprised that we're back ... jawaher told them the good news, her stepmom started crying as she was happy for Jawaher, her sisters were so happy for us .. her dad was speechless.. so we spent the weekend at her parents house.. 

Jawaher: lets go out im craving fat burger

Me: Ok

Jawaher: amm 3abdlra7man

Me: yes 7abeebee

Jawaher: Am i getting fat?

Me: No u look amazing and ur body havent changed a bit.. except for the golden ticket here 

Jawaher: (laughing) bas ana akel wayed 3abdlra7man its not good i dont want to turn fat 

Me: u wont 7abeeby i promise

Jawaher: A7mad bask 3ad men el trafees

Me: Wat? Whos a7mad !!! ...

Jawaher:  I know ur hungry we're going to go eat now !

Me: Besmela jawaher mno tramseen a7mad mno ?