There she laid ..
Her golden skin glowing ..
Her long black hair behind her ..
its been a 2 weeks already ..
And there he is ..
Our son ..
I dont really know if i should be happy that i have a son now or be sad that my wife is in a coma .. i can't stand seeing here laying there .. this is getting harder more and more ..
jawaher's parents never left her side.. its just like a nightmare .. A7mad was in the NICU as he was a premature baby .. am i gonna lose jawaher?..
this is just getting so hard ..
will i be a single parent ?.. will this take years ..?
Jawahers dad: ana shai el wa7eed elee khayf mneh eneh jawaher tel7ag omha ..
Jawahers stepmom: Fal allah wla falik ya a7mad latgool chy
Me: 3amy mom f eedna shai nd3eelha bas
Jawahers stepmom: 9dga 3abdlra7man
Jawahers dad: (starts crying) ma a7b achoof benty chee mat'hon 3alaya esbo3ain fehal 7ala
i had to leave i cant handle it .. i went to the toilet and wiped my tears away and washed my hands .. left the room and went to the NICU to see my son... i stood there and was looking at my son for 3 hours .. he had tiny hands and feet.. his diaper was huge on him which kinda looked funny .. jawahers brother in law was calling me a few times but i didnt want to answer from how depressed i am .
Nurse: Are you his father ?
Me: Yes
Nurse: The doctor wants to see you in your wife's room he's looking for you
Me: why!
Nurse: i dont know
my heart started pounding i got worried .. is jawaher ok? .. i walked as fast as i can .. shaking .. thoughts rushing through my mind .. this is all hard for me .. i can't really handle it .. as i opened the door .. i saw him standing there .. i did not knw wat to say .. and she was there .. i rushed towards her with tears of joy .. jawaher woke up from her coma .. i grabbed her hand and kissed it and then kissed her forehead .. i didn't expect this .. it was just like a dream .. Jawaher was glowing .. my wife woke up and looks better than ever ..
Jawaher: 3abdlra7man wain kent ? i've been up almost 2 hours now
Me: sorry 7abeeby kent 3end a7mad
Jawaher: A7mad mnu ?
Me: Ma galtalech el diktora ?
Jawaher: Galatly shu?
Doctor: 7abeit akhalyk entah tkhaberha
Me: Jawaher after you fainted you had a surgery and wladty .. it was safer for the baby
Jawaher: A c-section?
Me: yes 7abeeby
Jawaher: I'm a mother now?
Me: yes your a mother
Jawaher : (tears up) momken ashoofa?
Doctor: Ok bakhaly w7da min al nursat teech with a wheel chair
we took jawaher to see our son .. she put her hands into where he was in his hand grabbed her small finger .. i can see her hands shaking ..
Me: leish khayfa
Jawaher: mob m9adga enah weldy
Me: yeshbahny 9a7
Jawaher: (laughs) laa2 yeshbahny ana
Me: lalala ana
Jawaher: La2 anaa la2ny omah!
Me: (laughs) ok w ana ubooh .. khalas shu rayech n9 ana n9 entee
Jawaher: (laughs) khalas ok ..
we stayed with a7mad for half an hour then left .. and went back to the room .. al7emdla now my everything is ok .. el ham ely knt shalna 6a7 .. jawaher and i talked about what happened in the 2 past weeks .. i still can't believe my wife is awake and talking to me ...
I love you jawaher ..
Her golden skin glowing ..
Her long black hair behind her ..
its been a 2 weeks already ..
And there he is ..
Our son ..
I dont really know if i should be happy that i have a son now or be sad that my wife is in a coma .. i can't stand seeing here laying there .. this is getting harder more and more ..
jawaher's parents never left her side.. its just like a nightmare .. A7mad was in the NICU as he was a premature baby .. am i gonna lose jawaher?..
this is just getting so hard ..
will i be a single parent ?.. will this take years ..?
Jawahers dad: ana shai el wa7eed elee khayf mneh eneh jawaher tel7ag omha ..
Jawahers stepmom: Fal allah wla falik ya a7mad latgool chy
Me: 3amy mom f eedna shai nd3eelha bas
Jawahers stepmom: 9dga 3abdlra7man
Jawahers dad: (starts crying) ma a7b achoof benty chee mat'hon 3alaya esbo3ain fehal 7ala
i had to leave i cant handle it .. i went to the toilet and wiped my tears away and washed my hands .. left the room and went to the NICU to see my son... i stood there and was looking at my son for 3 hours .. he had tiny hands and feet.. his diaper was huge on him which kinda looked funny .. jawahers brother in law was calling me a few times but i didnt want to answer from how depressed i am .
Nurse: Are you his father ?
Me: Yes
Nurse: The doctor wants to see you in your wife's room he's looking for you
Me: why!
Nurse: i dont know
my heart started pounding i got worried .. is jawaher ok? .. i walked as fast as i can .. shaking .. thoughts rushing through my mind .. this is all hard for me .. i can't really handle it .. as i opened the door .. i saw him standing there .. i did not knw wat to say .. and she was there .. i rushed towards her with tears of joy .. jawaher woke up from her coma .. i grabbed her hand and kissed it and then kissed her forehead .. i didn't expect this .. it was just like a dream .. Jawaher was glowing .. my wife woke up and looks better than ever ..
Jawaher: 3abdlra7man wain kent ? i've been up almost 2 hours now
Me: sorry 7abeeby kent 3end a7mad
Jawaher: A7mad mnu ?
Me: Ma galtalech el diktora ?
Jawaher: Galatly shu?
Doctor: 7abeit akhalyk entah tkhaberha
Me: Jawaher after you fainted you had a surgery and wladty .. it was safer for the baby
Jawaher: A c-section?
Me: yes 7abeeby
Jawaher: I'm a mother now?
Me: yes your a mother
Jawaher : (tears up) momken ashoofa?
Doctor: Ok bakhaly w7da min al nursat teech with a wheel chair
we took jawaher to see our son .. she put her hands into where he was in his hand grabbed her small finger .. i can see her hands shaking ..
Me: leish khayfa
Jawaher: mob m9adga enah weldy
Me: yeshbahny 9a7
Jawaher: (laughs) laa2 yeshbahny ana
Me: lalala ana
Jawaher: La2 anaa la2ny omah!
Me: (laughs) ok w ana ubooh .. khalas shu rayech n9 ana n9 entee
Jawaher: (laughs) khalas ok ..
we stayed with a7mad for half an hour then left .. and went back to the room .. al7emdla now my everything is ok .. el ham ely knt shalna 6a7 .. jawaher and i talked about what happened in the 2 past weeks .. i still can't believe my wife is awake and talking to me ...
I love you jawaher ..
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