Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Beauty and the Knight ± Chapter 16

Touch down! In the most beautiful city on earth; Paris. 

We left the airport and head to the hotel my parents wanted to rest i just couldn't hold myself i need some retail therapy. Put on my fur coat, grabbed my bag and head outside,  deep down i knew that today will be such a belles du jour after what i have been going through the past few days. 

Rue Saint honoré a chic place to satisfy my needs; just shopping made  me forget all about Khalid, i dint even bother to check my phone, hell im in paris why should i care. 
While shopping i knew in some places i spotted khalid but i thought it was just in my head, and why shouldn't i be surprised, of-course khalid will show up. 
I grabbed my phone and called him just to make sure

{Outgoing call}

Me: Are you in Paris?
Khalid: Now you answer?

Me: I asked you a question 
Khalid: So did i 
Me: Are you in Paris Khalid?
Khalid: Yes
Me: Why?
Khalid: To explain myself 


Me: Go back to london i'm sure ur huda wants you
Khalid: Shaikha please stop aba let me explain myself
Me: You already did, so don't bother wasting ur breath
Khalid: Can i atleast see you for coffee now
Me: I can't
Khalid: Come on ! ur alone please only for 10 minutes 

Me: Fine i'm next to...
Khalid: I know where you are 

~

Drives up infront of me. Why am i not surprised, its so khalid of him. Show off. I got in the car and did not look towards his side; jst grabbed my phone and started going through my bbm

Khalid: So now you check your phone 
Me: I've been busy
Khalid: Ignoring me ?
Me: Exactly
Khalid: Shaikha listen to me you are and always have been my dream, 

Me: If i am then why did u do that
Khalid: Ma3arf ma3arf, ana 7imar, i am sorry for doing that and i dont blame you if you dont trust me anymore
Me: Believe me i will have some trust issues.
Khalid: Shaikha t7beeni?
Me: I am crazy about you, i thought i have been doing something wrong that lead you to doing that 
Khalid: You didn't wallah
Me: Exactly
Khalid: Here check my phones
Me: Maba
Khalid: Shaikha chayki
Me: Maba! i don't have to beink ww bein nafsik ana men alyoom ww sayr maykh9ni its your life 
Khalid: No Shaikha, your part of my life i promise you from now on you will be aware of every step i take. 

i just sat there quiet.

Me: where are we?
Khalid: My hotel
Me: Wth?
Khalid: Its safer your parents will think that ur out shopping 
Me: Hmm they are asleep and will be going out late at night 
Khalid: Ok then we have time


we went to his room ordered room service had lunch and spoke. Even though i am hurt and i want to break his heart i dont really want to be that shallow and hurt him, i just have to be the bigger and wiser person in this relationship, at the end of the day i love him. 
So one thing lead to another and....
Bisou bisou










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Friday, May 24, 2013

Beauty and the Knight ± Chapter 15

* few months later *

As an  engineer student i was thrilled to have my winter break finally i can rest. Who ever thought that i would end up studying engineering instead  of interior design. A week from now i'll be on a plane to Paris for two days and after that to London to meet the love of my life Khalid.


Its been so long since i've last seen my school friends so i planned on to having a winter night gathering at home.
Later that night my friends came over, and of course Hend got one of her  friends who she met in uni during the semester.
I seriously wanted it to be only us.
Anyways her name is Huda.
So anyways we all started talking about our uni lives now and how all of us, as besfriends (excluding Huda) parted ways all of a sudden.
I left them for a few minutes to get my other phone, i got back and saw that i got a bbm.
I opened my phone and what was really weird that it didnt require a password, so i assumed that i forgot to lock it, i saw khalid talking to me. I opened the convo

{Blackberry Messenger}

Khalid Bin X: How about we meet up when you get here
Hudzzz: Get where?
Khalid Bin X: To london

~

this is when i noticed that this not my phone, it was huda's and khalid was cheating on me.
I felt stick to my stomach throughout the night i couldn't say a word to her. I can't even talk to my friends. Khalid was running through my head; why would he do that, was it something i've done? I just kept this to myself. The shocking thing is that i spoke to him before having my friends over and there was no reply from him, this whole time he's been talking to Huda.
Later that night he spoke to me " Sorry i forgot my phone in the hotel " wow and now he's lying.
Should i talk to him? Or should i just stay quiet.
I'm so hurt i don't really know what to say or even think.

~

I've been thinking about it for the past few day's, i am just so scared of knowing what his answer is after confronting him.
I am traveling tomorrow, I don't want to go to london and suddenly see him with some girl or something. I just don't know what to think.
I have to confront him i just want to know why.



{Blackberry Messenger}

Shaikha: Khalid when ur free talk to me 
Khalid Bin X: Hey babe
Khalid Bin X: I'm free now
Khalid Bin X: Shoo feech 7abeebee
Shaikha: Khalid whoz huda?
Khalid Bin X: Ma3arfha who is she?
Shaikha: Khalid
Shaikha: When i had my friends over i saw you on her list
Shaikha: I grabbed her phone bilghala6 thinking it was mine
Khalid Bin X: OK

Khalid Bin X: Its some girl i met over instagram

Khalid Bin X: Bas wallah ma beeiny ww beinha shay
Shaikha: No
Shaikha: Clearly there was
Shaikha: Cos you asked her to meet up with you
Khalid Bin X:  You read the whole conversation 

Shaikha: No I didnt have to read anything i replied thinking it was my phone
Khalid Bin X:  Shaikha i am so sorry i didn;t mean to hurt
Shaikha: Wtvr khalid 
Shaikha: Im going to bed i have nothing else to say
Shaikha: Gn
Khalid Bin X: Shaikha wallah im so sorry 

Khalid Bin X: I didn't mean to hurt you
Khalid Bin X: Wallah il3atheem i just deleted her 
Khalid Bin X: Stop ignoring me i know ur reading this. 


I did read it, ignored it and went to bed. 

~

I woke up the next day got ready and head to the airport, i really didn't want to check my phone to scared to find out what will happen next after last nights conversation. 
We sat down in the lounge; my phone started to ring, it was Khalid. 
I ignored his call and checked my BBMs.


{Blackberry Messenger}

Khalid Bin X: Shaikha wallah im so sorry 
Khalid Bin X: I didn't mean to hurt you
Khalid Bin X: Wallah il3atheem i just deleted her 
Khalid Bin X: Stop ignoring me i know ur reading this. 

Khalid Bin X: Its all my fault; shaikha wallah ma kan 8a9dy to break your heart, it just happened
Khalid Bin X: She was talking to me all the time, ww ana al ghaby i replied back
Khalid Bin X: But i will be honest with you
Khalid Bin X: I did give her my pin
Khalid Bin X: But i completely forgot about her cos she was on and off on BBM 
Khalid Bin X: Gelt ba3ad mnoo hay on my list 
Khalid Bin X: Then when u spoke to her i told her lets me bas chii out of curiosity 
Khalid Bin X: I am really sorry 
Khalid Bin X: Please latez3ileen
Shaikha: 7a9al kheir
Shaikha: Bye khalid

i switched off my phone waited til we got on the plane to sleep. I've been holding myself trying not to cry. Thinking about this just gives me a headache.  

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Thursday, May 16, 2013

Beauty and the Knight ± Chapter 14

My dad left at around 9 and all i had to do was look for Khalid...
I couldn't find him anywhere..
I grabbed my phone checked my bbm he is still on my list but there wasn't anything from him.

{Blackberry Messenger}

Shaikha: PING!!!

Shaikha: PING!!!
Shaikha: PING!!!
Shaikha: PING!!!
Shaikha: Khalid??!!!
Shaikha: PING!!!
Shaikha: PING!!!
Shaikha: PING!!!
Shaikha: PING!!!
Shaikha: PING!!!
Shaikha: PING!!! 
Khalid Bin X: Hey!
Shaikha: Hey?
Shaikha: Where are you
Shaikha: I woke up today and u are nowhere to be found??!
Shaikha: I started to panic coz my dad was in the room! 
Khalid Bin X: I left
Shaikha: I know you left
Shaikha: But when! 
Shaikha: PING!!!
Khalid Bin X: I don't remember 
Khalid Bin X: Maybe around 6 - 7 am 
Shaikha: Aha
Shaikha: Where are you now?
Khalid Bin X: Getting myself coffee
Khalid Bin X: Tibayn?
Shaikha: Hahaha 
Shaikha: No thank you
Khalid Bin X:  Miss me?
Khalid Bin X:  =P



One embarrassing question i had to ignore..


My mom came, I got discharged from the hospital and went straight home. 
So i planned on spending the rest of the day in bed, watching my series....


~



My mom came, I got discharged from the hospital and went straight home. 
So i planned on spending the rest of the day in bed, watching my series....


I woke up at 2pm, my laptop still next to me, my phones on the table, feeling so cold.


I grabbed my phone and covered my self with the blanket. 
I checked my phone, 24 missed calls and 2 BB-msgs.
So i'm assuming it was Maitha,
24 missed called from khalid 
BB-msgs from Khalid and Maitha
So i planned on continuing to ignore khalid,
I opened maitha's conversation 

{Blackberry Messenger}
Maith: As soon as you get this call me 


So i clicked on the green button to call her when i accidentally accepted khalid's call
how did that even happen!
I started to panic ! 
Put the phone close to my ear 
I can't hear a thing;
So i'm forced now to say something...

{Phone call}
Me: Aloo...
Khalid: (un-mutes) Shaikha!
Me: Hi...
Khalid: Why are you ignoring me 
Me: I'm not (hesitating)
Khalid: No you are, wein kenty
Me: I came back home and i was watching revenge ww rigadt
Khalid: Leish? Havent  slept well last night? (laughs)
Me: (laughs awkwardly) Laa i did i slept like a baby 
Khalid:  I know you did (laughs)



I felt so embarrassed just hearing him say that

Khalid: You still didnt answer my question
Me: What question
Khalid: Did you miss me?
Me: I was with you last night 
Khalid: I know but akeed you missed me 
Me: Yah i did 
Khalid: Do you still love me?
Me: Khalid ! 
Khalid: Do youuuuu ??
Me: Yeaah

Khalid: Say it 

Me: Say wat?
Khalid: That you love me 
Me: I do 
Khalid: No goolee A7bk Khalid
Me: Laaa im shy 
Khalid: Should i disappear again?
Me: Nooooooooo
Khalid: Then say it 
Me: A7bk khalid
Khalid: Mean it 
Me: I do 
Khalid: (starts screaming) WW ANA MOOOOT FEEEECH 

*laughs*

we went on talking for 45 minutes. 


My love just grows more and more every minute.
Khalid brings out the best in me.
He makes me happy.
He cares.
He is the one. 

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