'Til death do us part - Chapter 17

I'm Pregnant ...

omg .. i dont really know what to do how will i tell abdulrahman ! .. omg omg .. i'm so scared .. im not suppose to be ya3ni i did it bel 7alal .. bes this is a big step for me .. i'm going to be a mother .. eman swore she wont tell any living soul .. how will i bring it up to abdulrahman .. its not an easy thing .. i don't want to tell anyone about it .. not even my family ..

Eman: mta bet5abreen 3abdlra7man
Me: ma3rf .. how should i tell him
Eman: hmm .. get an ultra sound
Me: lala i wanna be with him we i go do it for the 1st time .. i'll think of something

so i called abdulrahman to tell him the good news but i couldn't i was scared and shy so i just told him that i'm leaving early bcz my class for the day was canceled .. so at home eman and i started "baby" talking .. how the room would look like wat if it was a boy or a girl.. where will i have this baby .. well its almost march and so i might be having this baby october november december according to eman haha.. no one will know about this until i'm 4-6 months pregnant .. and abdulrahman must agree to this ..

*door slam!*


Eman: besmelallah sho ha!
Me: dont worry its abdulrahman
Eman: oh ok goodluck ana barw7 nw ben needs me to help him .. he misses u btw
Me: aww i miss him too we must meet up all of us
Eman: 6ab3an ! love u

eman left and abdulrahman came into the living room .. he looked so exhausted .. i didn't want to tell him now .. while he's like this ..

Abdulrahman: Jawaher ana bargd shway wa3eeny b3d sa3a pls areed aro7 el gym
Me: Nshalla wat about lunch?
Abdulrahman: lala mareed ..
Me: Mob zein tiseer with an empty stomach 7abeeby
Abdulrahman: 5ala9 jahzeely something light to eat
Me: Nshalla

i went downstairs got abdulrahmans protein shake ready, a light snack for him .. and got me a bite to eat .. so an hour has passed i woke abdulrahman .. he went and got ready for the gym .. as he was leaving our housekeeper Elmira came .. thankgod i'm not going to be alone .. Elmira is an old housekeeper who adores abdulrahman she calls him "mi angelito "which means " my little angel "in spanish .. shes so sweet and kind and i absolutely adore her ! ..


Elmira: Mi chica whats wrong with you .. 
Me: nothing why?
Elmira: u look pale .. are u pregnant ?!
Me: (laughing) No!
Elmira: Mi chica i know a pregnant women when i see one
Me: well ... i think i am i'm not sure 
Elmira: ay yaay chica! does abdulrahman know about it !?
Me: no not yet .. but Elmira its a secret ! promise me u wont tell any1 
Elmira: i promise chica .. 


so i sat there in the kitchen bar thinking what is the best way to tell abdulrahman .. 
i had nothing so i grabbed my phn ..
and opened his chat screen on bbm and wrote " i'm pregnant" but did not send it .. it left wrong so i cleared wat i wrote and the wrote " Congratulations .. ur going to be a father " i sent it without thinking .. 2 minutes later i got a reply " What do u mean " he's either acting dumb or i'm talking gibberish  " I'm pregnant "... he read did it and did not say a single word .. 10 minutes later i hear the house door slam .. 


Abdulrahman: Jawaher ! JAWAHER!
Elmira: mi angelito why are u shouting !? something is wrong 
Abdulrahman: where is my wife !?
Elmira: shes in the kitches 
Abdulrahman: testahbelain wela 9dg ely ana agra 
Me: it was positive
Abdulrahman: (happy and shouting) CHATHABA!


he wouldn't believe me until i got an ultra sound so we went and i did .. and it turns out i'm a month and a half pregnant .. one of the reasons of me fainting a few weeks ago was bcz of me being pregnant .. and also the doctor totally forgot to tell abdulrahman that i was pregnant .. so we agreed on not telling anyone at all about it the only people who will know about it is eman, elmira and obviously the doctor .. our family wont know about it until we go back to the UAE .. 


Abdulrahman: ma9adg yaraby! ana bakon obo 
Me: (giggling) i'm gonna be a mommy
Abdulrahman: aba aser a5th stuff for the baby elyome .. khala9 men bacher we're baby shopping .. 
Me: ok (giggling)
Abdulrahman: A7ebch ya om ..
Me: (laughing) its too early
Abdulrahman: YARABY ! I can't stop smiling and u cant stop laughing .. ta3aly 5aleeeny aboosch ! (grabbed me and kissed me on my cheeks)


the next day we went out to go buy stuff for the baby i knw i knw its too early but we're so excited about it .. and we're planning on changing a room close to our bed room turn it into the babies nursery which will be connected to our room .. i am thankful for having this baby and being the mother of abdulrahmans children.. i cant wait to see it in my arms .. its my baby.. My baby ...