Friday, January 21, 2011

'Til death do us part - Chapter 12


Here i'am just like my dream .. My hand and leg looking so pretty and decorative with henna .. My French manicure looks great with it .. The bouquet of flowers in my hand look AMAZING ..  i stood in front of a mirror .. so happy .. speechless .. 
i look GORGEOUS with my Vera Wang bridal gown which is inspired by Grace Kelly is breath taking ! …  tonight and for the rest of my life this is it .. i'am Abdulrahman's wife .. 4 months of planning .. staying in new york meeting up with Vera Wang to talk about my dress .. 4 months i can't stop thinking about Abdulrahman .. a555 ya galbyy .. i'm so nervous .. i'm scared .. wat if i trip .. wat if something wrong happens ... (song) OH MY GOD! its happening ! .. so i took my first step .. the light was so strong .. everything felt like a dream .. as i got to the center and stood and smiled to "the world"  i felt like fainting .. so i just just shut my eyes took a deep breath and continued .. i walked for almost 8 - 10 minutes .. so slow ..  as i got to the end of the cat walk i stood there .. i couldn't move .. i saw my step-mom getting on the stage .. she held my hand and said " Samy besmlah oo emshy "   .. i smiled and did what she asked me to do .. and i just walked hand in hands with her .. we got to the chair where Abdulrahman and i are suppose to sit on .. she hugged me so tight .. i started tearing up .. 9a7 enha ma yabatny bas he rabatny ba3ad ma twafat umii .. so 5ale9at zafetee... so mesha3el came out and started singing .. All eyes are on me now .. ahh .. will someone please come ! .. its so awkward .. i'll be "the talk" now .. they'll be talking about my dress .. they way i look .. my hair .. my wedding .. EVERYTHING !  .. 
My sisters came to me .. took some pictures kissed me and left .. my family from my ACTUAL moms side came .. my grandmother started crying .. my cuzns were happy for me .. i just wish my mom was here .. enshalla she's in a better place now .. all of my childhood, high-school and uni friends came.. they came groups by groups .. one after the other .. this occupied me a lot i totally forgot about the people looking at me .. Eman was next to me holding my hand .. keeping me calm and comfortable .. 

Eman: He's coming 
Me: Who is ?
Eman: Him
Me: Him who
Eman: Raylech
Me: Shoo?
Eman: Your husband (wide smile)
Me: Oh My God!!
Eman: Yala i have to go .. you look amazing BTW!!
Me: Thank you .. i love you em 

I can't believe its happening ... i can see everyone covering up .. there was a bright spotlight at the end of the ballroom .. so one of my sisters helped me stand up .. she left the stage ... as i looked straight ahead .. my dad .. 2 of my brothers-in-law .. i guess his dad .. and him .. he had this wide .. biggest .. ADORABLE smile i have ever seen .. as they got closer .. my heart started to pump so fast .. and there they were .. right in front of me .. he kissed me on my fore-head .. my dad kissed me on my cheeks .. my brothers-in-law and my father in law just congratulated me .. and then they left .. and here we are me and him alone .. just looking into one another's eye and just smiling ..
He grabbed my hand .. he kissed my hand in front of everyone and said "My love for you is beyond description .. A7bch " .. I just blushed and laughed and looked towards the people around us .. 

Abdulrahman: Aba arw7 bas magdar ayls .. 
Me: Omg enteh tgool chy wla 7ata kamalt 10 minutes and u complaining 
Abdulrahman: (laughing) im not complaining bas 5ala9 ur my wife now bashlch el baait a7een
Me: (laughing) ur mom and ur sisters are coming .. which one is which
Abdulrahman: F6aim on the left and Maryam on the right 

so my mother-in-law and my sister-in-law came took some pictures and left .. my mother did also .. my nieces and nephews with her .. 

Abdulrahman: Bas 5ala9 5alena enrw7 ana yoo3an 
Me: Omg ana ba3ad and i want to sleep 
Abdulrahman: (laughing) mashay rgad yala .. hathy f6aim yayeh bagolha tgol 7ag umii w mert uboch enh banrw7 
Me: ok

f6aim went and told them .. so we got up and went backstage .. he helped me get down the stairs and into the room i got ready in .. i changed and wore a J.Mendel dress .. we had something to eat and drink in the room behind .. stayed for a while and then left .. got into the car and drove to Atlantis where we're going to spend 2 nights there then leave for our Honeymoon starting of in the MALDIVES !.. so we got to the hotel and went to the room .. so typical me i wore my cartoonish pyjamas .. yes i actually wore that -.-.. HOWEVER!! Abdulrahman thought it was cute .. we got into bed at first i didn't feel comfortable .. he opened the tv .. put on a movie .. i started getting close to him cuz he had his eyes shut ..  put my head on his chest and closed my eyes and heard him say " A7bch Jawaher " ......



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