Standing in front of the judge,
Fighting for my sons custody,
I never thought things would lead to this
One stupid lie
And everything changed..
I knew i shouldn't have believed him
I thought we were brothers
This is what he has done to me..
He ruined my marriage and my family
I knew Jawaher would never do such a thing
I knew i should've believed her..
God she's my wife, Or should i say was..
Whats done is done..
I lost my wife..
And now I'm about to lose my son..
This wasn't suppose to be like this..
She's not even looking at me..
Not a glimpse.
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If only he knew how much i loved him..
If only he would believe me
Abdulrahman was the love of my life
How could he believe Marwan
I knew it was a mistake hiding what Marwan did to me
But why would i risk my marriage and bring up something like that..
God i just wish i told Abdulrahman..
We wouldn't be here right now..
I can never hate Abdulrahman ..
It wasn't his mistake for hitting me ..
He was just mad..
I don't know if i'm just saying this
Or I'm saying this cuz i still do love him..
Look at us in a room together,
I can't even try to look at him..
I'm so scared
I don't want to lose Ahmed
Or Abdulrahman
But i'm sure he no longer wants me..
I'm trying so hard to be strong..
