'Til death do us part - Chapter 32

Standing in front of the judge, 

Fighting for my sons custody,

I never thought things would lead to this 

One stupid lie

And everything changed.. 

I knew i shouldn't have believed him 

I thought we were brothers

This is what he has done to me..

He ruined my marriage and my family

I knew Jawaher would never do such a thing 

I knew i should've believed her..

God she's my wife, Or should i say was..

Whats done is done..

I lost my wife..

And now I'm about to lose my son..

This wasn't suppose to be like this..

She's not even looking at me..

Not a glimpse.

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If only he knew how much i loved him..

If only he would believe me 

Abdulrahman was the love of my life 

How could he believe Marwan

I knew it was a mistake hiding what Marwan did to me 

But why would i risk my marriage and bring up something like that..

God i just wish i told Abdulrahman..

We wouldn't be here right now..

I can never hate Abdulrahman ..

It wasn't his mistake for hitting me ..

He was just mad..

I don't know if i'm just saying this 

Or I'm saying this cuz i still do love him..

Look at us in a room together, 

I can't even try to look at him..

I'm so scared

I don't want to lose Ahmed 

Or Abdulrahman

But i'm sure he no longer wants me..

I'm trying so hard to be strong..